its been awhile

Im working in a school as an allied educator. I am actually loving my job teaching, scolding and playing with the students here. I think that's my passion. There's this fire in me that wants to keep my dream alive. Next February i am going to apply for the 4 year degree course at National Institute of Education. I seriously cant wait for it. I will be staying in hall if i get in. totally planned everything just need my letter in already.

Its going to be a freakishly busy month in December. I have youth camp on the 6-8th December, Thailand trip with family on the 13-16th and Turkey with andy and daniel on the 16-25dec.

just another day

last night i had a run with my elder brother and it was actually fun. No kidding im having muscle ache or it was really tiring - it felt good. (: i would probably continue this. And my swimming - thanks to the rain i cant go swimming today. What my plan for today was to wake up in the afternoon, swim under the hot and bright sun - get alittle tanned. Then come home and start my assignments! But all i did was watch drama play itouch and did some power rider. Its his birthday and he is in camp. I know i shldnt be into it but it aint march yet. Though the whole march thing was a little dumb to begin with. Its like going to be a year and im still stuck thinking of him at home

what am i thinking seriously.
Fml haha

Im meeting jon now. Shuteppan (:

tired

Im so tired seriously. Busy doing up delon birthday book thn study cos of tests. Siannn. Seriously i need more sleep lol

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cramps

Cramps hurting like fuck - first blood
stomach not feeling well - double kill
headache - triple kill
feel like vomiting - MEGA KILL

it sucks lar seriously. all these symptoms just make me feel like dying.

i cant believe im going to plan another surprise birthday thingy for him. when am i going to learn and stop doing these things. i know i should stop but the more i want to stop the more i want to do stuff for him. this sucks. FML!!!

im doing up a birthday book for him too. why sia. why am i so stupid. seriously i need to get a life!



oh ya i might be getting a fulltime job soon. Sigma Aldrich. i hope i get it.!!

lazy afternoon

Rawr

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i finally got my HTC back. sucks that i thought i back up everything. end up i dont know how to put it back in. ):

nvm. Android Market can get it all back. (: (: (:

Some RANDOM thought

the worst thing about a crush is when you know he's married.

i think this sucks alot alot. cos sometimes you will just wished he werent married. or married only can divorce what! argh
then i look back and i myself crush a facilitator when i know he was married. He was extremely nice to me and only me. Whats not to love about this faci man. -.- The only thing blocking the whole teacher student relationship was - he's married. Sometimes i think that guys shouldnt be so nice to people of the opposite sex , it would cause misunderstanding and also when you are like married already!!! give people like me false hopes. hahahaha.
there was a point of time where i wanted to have him for my own. seriously. i thought of many ways to "try" break them up in my head. i was evil then but it all faded away lar. afterall he is untouchable why waste time now thinking of such things.

/updates
i have been studying alot recently that it scares the shit out of me.
i can give up big bang theory and start sitting at my desk and study for hours. [which is quite creepy cos i hvnt been doing that for a very long time]

raining

it has been raining and raining. the weather is so cold. anyways im meeting my secondary school frens now. and i seriously hate the weather!

finally?

I just want him out of my life now. I hope I can tahan not contacting him or anything. after all I deleted all my photos and memories of him. I need to reconstruct my life. do stuff that won't remind me of him. do things that makes myself happier and healthier.





i will need to start doing my qt daily. and re-order my life, my schdeule properly. (:

random

its tearing up my heart when im with you
but when we are apart i feel it too
and no matter what i do i feel the pain
with or without you

stupid turtle fong

my stupid turtle apparently blocked me on her stupid blog! idiot.

i did it again

i talk to him when i say i want a delon free week.
damn it i cant control just hv to talk to him!

anyways its been so long since i last did my qt and i did it today. feels so stranger to me. i stopped ever since i dont remember but more than 2 years i guess. came out of committee and going back in again.

Life is going to change for me this year
i must study hard
work hard
play hard






and i need to lose weight!

bored n headache

im working at Nuskin but at reception. damn boring sia. somemore the chinese new year song is killing me. seriously i hate the "dong dong dong chiang" sucks to the core. i prefer christmas song definitely. beats it hands down! lol.
i just cant wait to knock off from work. i got this interview but the person didnt reply my email. so im not sure if i should go anot. jia lat!!

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trying out on my htc desire z

i just downloaded a app and wanted to try it out. hope it works? lol

2011

Morning 2011


Everything got to go. Im trying to have a NO delon week

thn eventually no delon month

and hopefully no delon year

- if thats possible




Anyways



1. i got into SIM - Bachelor of English with Psychology starting end of the month



2. i bought my new phone HTC desire Z

3. My laptop died on me and i need to buy a new one - im getting a DESKTOP

4. Im still working at Nuskin.


5. Oh ya, i talked to my cute guy. (: (: (:


6. i got slapped - dont ask why [left ear mufflered] - cant hear properly.


7. my left eye is hurting now as well.


8. met up with jon and kc at Old School - Timbre

- i suddenly feel lazy to blog. shall stop here till later.

alot of things passed. LOl

watched twilight the eclipse, predators, despicable me.

WORK WORK WORK

there's where you will find me. LOL

anything just Facebook. lol (:

argh i hate it when my period comes earlier than expected. ):

i've got alot of things to blog about but nth seems to come out in words.

i met him. happy.

im just lazy.

Alot of things

Tuesday

Met up with Jon cos his work ended early. He bought the FCUK shirt lar. i also want man! ): Later on met up with Andy, Joel Joshua and Innzheng who decided to come join us for dinner at AOBA ramen shop or sth like that at ION. Alot of craziness and dessert at Wheelock place. Lazy to blog man.

Today

Had a Interview at Parklane at 10am so had to wake up early = sian. Met Cleon for breakfast at the usual coffee shop near my house. He drove me to parklane. Super duper Heavy rain! Seriously cannot make it lar. Was Wet during the interview. Rain water. ): He drove me home then i pack my stuff to meet Xiwen. Pictures in FaceBook. I lazy! lol

TIRED MAN TMR STILL GOT WHOLE DAY OF INTERVIEW! SIAN TO THE MAX

he called, just recovered from fever

poor him

i miss him alot but of cos he doesnt

which hurt

should i just go to his place on friday

leave chocolates behind and pack my stuff

so that i can walk out of his life?

my mind say YES but my heart says NO

fuck!

Interviews Again

I got 2 interviews on the way. Seriously. I hope to get either one. I just want to get a Job like now!

Tanning with Turtle

SENTOSA - TANNING

Ate Teppanyaki in Sakae Sushi @ Sentosa

TRAIN

VIVO

no calls

just let go