Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Darling waited for me to finish driving AGAIN. I feel bad cos he wasn't feeling well and 2 hours of waiting can really kill. Thats what i think. =X So after 2 hours i finally ended lesson and went back to find my boyfriend. Went to Bishan Junction 8 to do up Rj, evaluation and quiz then we went to catch Disaster Movie. Hilarious shit. haha. We sat at the L row and it seems like we were the only people in the theatre. Damn fun. Like home theatre sia. =X Nice. Had fun (:

LOVES

Monday, September 22, 2008

Anatomy UT tmr ):
Past few days were fun. As the days evolve around my favorite person. Haha. His retarded "sister" which is his dog was nicer already. She wont bark randomly anymore! Darling's mum was really nice and funny. She wanted me to stay over on thursday night so that the next day it would be easier for me to go school. Haha.

anyways. things come and go. but everything is alright now though. I went to Great world with darling. First time there abit retarded lar. Haha. wanted to catch movie but no timing. was damn sian but we still find a way to keep ourself happy. (:
we went to taka and we had a good talk. Fun and interesting. long talks happy one though. It's nice just to sit there and talk to darling. (:

Friday, September 19, 2008

He said something just now that affected me but I wont make him worried thus I wont say anything. Probably it was a slip of mouth or he still …… I don’t know and I don’t want to know. ):

Sunday, September 14, 2008

It was nice having DARLING joined my family for the whole day. He came in the morning, had lunch with family. Then daddy drove us to Church and after service He helped mummy with stuff. DARLING had dinner with family again. Was nice having DARLING talked to my family and laughed together. It's really nice.

watched Mama Mia at Plaza Singapura. Finally both of us decided on which one to get. Which I am really happy about. I love him. Somehow i feel that daddy already accepted DARLING as my BOYFRIEND. Bcos he said this : blah blah blah .. and the one she LOVE .. Im really happy today.

Nothing in this world mean more to me than my DARLING! (:

xoxo
SOPHIA Loves BAKA BAKA DARLING DELON
Alot of things happen and i think we'll be okay. Everything seems fine now, i guess we'll do just fine. I love him and he loves me so thats all that matter isnt it?

Anyways, the clique celebrated Delise's birthday and we all got high together. It was fun nevertheless.

I so got to go sleep after i finish watching Gossip Girl. Im like addicted to it already. Finished Season 1 and now is stuck on Season 2. Damn it! LOL (:

Friday, September 12, 2008

I cant believe i'm actually tearing in the lab. when we're in the cab, it feels like we were just friends again. I dont know what's wrong. My heart hurts and i cant breathe properly. Just kill me. Probably we need to take a break from it.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

This week has been really tiring so far. Rushed my PP report. which is approved already. Having so much fun in school i guess. Part of it is because of Darling. (:

Anyways. Been thinking alot alot. i guess my mood can be temperamental. Think of stuff that wouldn't happen as well. But i cant help it. It just keeps coming back. Sometimes i feel like just strangling that voice inside of me making me think of different situations and also the past which definitely sucked. I randomly missed Cleon. Probably because of wanting to escape from all the different thoughts in my head. It's damn frustrating to have so much on your mind. Sometimes i dont even know what to say or do. Because no matter what i do, there is always at least one thing that is wrong. So that is why sometimes i choose to keep quiet.

Nvermind about that.

Delise, YanMing, TengKiat and Me left school early and caught Babylon AD. It is boring leh. Not very good. Dennis Yiyang & Edwin swang by Plaza Sing thus met up with them for awhile. Its been so long! Boyfriend met up with us later on. Had dinner then left for home.

Im so emotional! sometimes i hate myself for being like that ):

i love my boyfriend (:

Sunday, September 07, 2008

bored

saw this random website. its kinda funny so LOL!

What Sophia Ting Hui Ming means:

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

random rants

am i not a good girlfriend?
am i just not good enough?
am i doing things that hurt you alot?
am i just not the girl you love anymore?

you ask me
where is my cheerfulness?
why do i always frown?

i dont know.
i reall dont.
i am happy when im with you.
isnt that all that matters?

unless being with me now is painful and unbearable.
then maybe its time to let go.
i dont know.

just randomness. dont bother.
HAHA!

PP finally submitted.

Friday, September 05, 2008

Due to my super long period. I guess my mood swings alot. I get easily irritated. Not only that, i guess I can anyhow think easily. Random stuff comes in, i know that some times things i say may be hurting but when you feel hurt, it means im hurting as well. i'm selfish to want you to feel my hurt as well.

i just want me to stop doing all the stuff that i have been doing.

i randomly cried. i want him badly now. i shall cry myself to sleep and hope that tmr comes faster that way. ):

Monday, September 01, 2008

2nd Month (:

Went for brunch at the coffee shop near my place before heading down to Sentosa to Underwater World as planned.


Dolphin Lagoon - PINK Dolphins


Stupid Stingray. Kept splashing water on me! What an idiot.


Dugong!


Outside Underwater World


@ Swensens Orchard


The best one


to him,
even though it's only been two months but its like forever to me. Everything you do for me has been really sweet. Thank you for taking in my nonsense sometimes. Taking in my different moodswings and loving me still. I love you. (: