Im currently blogging at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3.

Taking SQ638 Airbus to Japan with my family.
the flight is at 1145pm though

im tired of waiting.
tired cos of school this morning.

and SCOTT didnt open the RJ!
which also means i cant do my homework!!!!!!

argh!.
waiting to go on board. will be there till saturday (:

miss me all of you!

Just some random thoughts

Maybe you are too used to me going to you.
being there once you are awake
doing things for you.

If one day you open ur eyes and im not there will you miss me?
will you miss me because you love me
or miss me cos i aint there like i used to be?

i want more out of it.
sometime i feel im taken forgranted.
that no matter what i will be there
even though im angry
i come back to you.
you nver make an effort to want me back
am i just the only one that wants us in this relationship

i dont know. i hope not

2 Things I did wrongly today

1. I shouldnt have gone to his place
- Taken for granted [my presence there or not is the same]
- eyes glued to his laptop
- even though Im pmsing he doesnt care

2. Cabbed to his place
- i spent $15 to his place
- and was at his place like less than 4hours

i left his house heart broken and he did not come out of the house neither did he called me or sms me.

whats the point of doing so many things, going to his place always to find him when i dont get appreciated. Its like im suppose to do that.
i hate that. and im home on a friday night. i feel sad for myself.