Anime means the world to you.

thats all i can say

you just treat money > me
that's what you said before. and proved it.
you said if you get a job, got more money, i will be happier.
my flowers will never come since im not important.
your promises are nothing then why bother making them.
everything is my fault.
you are always right
i dont want to compare but maybe you loved her more.
7months relationship and she got more love.
flowers, ring and everything nice.
where as me : flowers - no, ring - you lost yours, everything nice - maybe once in a blue moon.

Dont ask me anything. im sad im hurt and you do nothing. all you say/think is yourself.

Im currently blogging at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3.

Taking SQ638 Airbus to Japan with my family.
the flight is at 1145pm though

im tired of waiting.
tired cos of school this morning.

and SCOTT didnt open the RJ!
which also means i cant do my homework!!!!!!

argh!.
waiting to go on board. will be there till saturday (:

miss me all of you!

Just some random thoughts

Maybe you are too used to me going to you.
being there once you are awake
doing things for you.

If one day you open ur eyes and im not there will you miss me?
will you miss me because you love me
or miss me cos i aint there like i used to be?

i want more out of it.
sometime i feel im taken forgranted.
that no matter what i will be there
even though im angry
i come back to you.
you nver make an effort to want me back
am i just the only one that wants us in this relationship

i dont know. i hope not

2 Things I did wrongly today

1. I shouldnt have gone to his place
- Taken for granted [my presence there or not is the same]
- eyes glued to his laptop
- even though Im pmsing he doesnt care

2. Cabbed to his place
- i spent $15 to his place
- and was at his place like less than 4hours

i left his house heart broken and he did not come out of the house neither did he called me or sms me.

whats the point of doing so many things, going to his place always to find him when i dont get appreciated. Its like im suppose to do that.
i hate that. and im home on a friday night. i feel sad for myself.

another saturday

had brunch+dinner at westmall with baby and his mother and his cousin. We had damn full brunch that we didnt need to eat dinner. Dim sum for the win. Damn damn damn nice and baby promise to bring me there after i got well. SHIOK ar! Haha. We had fun at the arcade as well. Hehe. Was nice playing all the retarded games with your love ones. (:
We change hammy's bedding. And halfway through i almost fainted. I guess i breathe too much of the cleaning spray spray that the room i was in was moving and i couldnt hear michelle's voice. Feeling better alr though

yawns

im so tired, class aint that bad today though. Im just simply bored. I hate the new system where ut3 is a killer. Im tired and is waiting for my boyfriend again. His last round of lavalon. i packed my stuff already just waiting for him. Class like finish and like nver finish like that.
I realised i've been blogging frequently cos cos i can do that via my handphone. So when i got nothing to do i blog. Thus i blog frequently now.
I will meet you people soon. And pete, party and get drunk ar? Hmmm. Dont want lar, later do wrong things!

rant rant rant

my boyfriend always play dragonica forget about me. Today counted twice! I hate being forgotten especially by my boyfriend! ): i want him to spend more time with me. Boo! Time in school aint time together! So school time not counted. Idiot!

have been on dragonica craze this few days all thanks to baby. Cos he is stuck to that game and the only way to get connected to him when im home is thru the "stupid" but addicted and alittle boring game. Lol. I just want to quickly lvl to lvl 40 like that can at least train with baby.
Im going to bed now though. Blogging in the dark on my phone is bad bad bad for the eyes. Lol
Nights people

im bored

finish proteomics class early as usual - baby's faci damn long to finish class. Msn got problem thus packed my things and headed to baby's block only to realised they are still have class. ):
So whatever the case, im blogging with my fav. E71 again at the pantry. Lol. and it's a good thing that rp has a rpguest network which is easily use by mua! Haha. Im just bored so im typing random things here. Oh ya, G.I JOE = SHIOK!!! Damn nice movie. I so want to watch it again!

blogging on my E71

haha. As my heading states, im blogging this post with my new phone. Of cos im proud of!

Haha. I bought a black E71. Damn cool phone and i simply love it.
Oh ya, i watched UP! The little boy look like our little hammy blacky but of cos he is white colour lar i mean the boy unlike the hammy. Haha. Funny show.
Im going to watch G.I Joe later with my baby.
I Love my monko ponko(: