Was really angry when the meeting ended late because i had to cancel dinner plans with baby as it was really late already. Went back home and watched tv had dinner and talked to mummy and gaius when Baby called and said that he is downstairs. Was super happy to see him because wasnt in a good mood and he came to cheer me up. I super love him when he does that. (:

my finger is hurting alot.

Love the Earrings BABY bought for me. Especially the pearl ones. Love you darling. Watched Madagascar Escape 2 Africa. Nice, Funny! Much better than the first one. It's been a long time since i watched movie sia so it was good really good to finally.


Been having Uts here and there. Frustrating how it never ends hahaha!
Spending time with baby boy has been good. I love him (:

On my way back, met up with Cleon. he came over to pass me 2 boxes of chocolate from Switzerland. His mum, Aunty Helen bought them for me. Lol. Super nice. Sweet and not bitter. Haha. I think got alcohol inside. Nice (:

Back to Charmed :X

Cramps Cramps and more Cramps
I hate menstrual cramps alot! super painful.

Met baby today and was really happy to see him. Pain goes away when he's near me (:
Thanks baby for the gift. That really made me real happy cos i wanted it for super long and no one could find the right colour until you place it in my hands.
I love you baby.

Stay safe tomorrow alrights? I will miss you.
Loves

Im really happy i went out with Baby Boy today and not squash. Sorry guys. You know I will join you all for squash soon :)

We caught Tropical Thunder. Super funny and disgusting. Felt like vomiting for so many times lar! Gross!! haha. It felt like before where we were young and innocent. Okay i just felt like putting the young and innocent phrase haha! I dont know. I love that feeling. (:

Security guard quite scary sia. Lol. And look at my face. Do i smoke? Lol of cos not lar!!!!
hahah.

Things that ran through my mind

Maybe I expect too much.
Why do I always most of the times get disappointed when i lie on my bed thinking through the day.
I dont understand at all. a single thing at all.
You get upset when i talk to or mention his name
Thn why is it okay that you can say hi or wave or smile or whatever to her?
You claim you dislike her hate her or something on the negative side.
You told me that you didnt like it when she called my name or whatever
and its so natural for you to wave say hi smile or whatever to her.
maybe what you said to me are lies or just a cover up
maybe I'm just someone to take over her job.
I dont know and I dont want to care
Maybe deep down she is still "someone"
Is it because she was your first
Whatever lar.
I think I expect too much way too much.

Pictures of Us

total randomness rants

I dont understand one thing. Why you can remember so many things that she says and not a single of mine. How ironic is that I'm your girlfriend she isnt. Sometimes you will accidentally say stuff that you think it was me but is actually her. Not only that you say things that she like and place it on me. if that is the case then wont it be better if you let her be your girlfriend and not me. And of all people her! I'm starting to hate her already. It is definitely getting on my nerves. was really disappointed.

I seriously hate people who promise this and then after a while found another group then before the whole thingy comes like the very last minute they back out on us. Wtf? They dont even have the courtesy to at least tell us before hand. They can even say they discussed about it for a while already. So now they are the "winners" cos they already have a secured place in another team whereas the rest will have to refind even though they promise not to split. I dont understand why there are such people in the world. Worst of all, all of us are from the same clique. Nvm. there are just some people like that inconsiderate and selfish. I hope we can get a new team soon so that we wont have to worry anymore.

N0thing can change the fact that im attached. So stop putting in thoughts all saying stuff that are useless. I have a boyfriend and that's it. so really really stop the whole jianfeng thingy. He is just a friend now and thats it.

I still got alot of things to do sia for the camp. I really hope i can settle everything soon. Planning for camps is big being the in charge of the whole programmes is bigger. I hope A levels end soon then InnZheng can help me with it.

I have officially PASSED my PP! - yayness
and my laptop screen has officially be known as crack and needs help.

Whatever the case.
This holidays has totally been great.
Chalet here and there.
Rushing for PP
- i was totally late for it but no worries i pass
having fights
having fun
Overall it was great i guess.

It's been 4months already.
slow and fast at the same time.
Time crawls but somehow it feels like we've been together for years.
even though we quarrel or fight okay bicker
but i feel that i understand you better and love you even more
i want you to know that we will definitely last
and get married
and have baby.
okay out of the point but you know what i mean.
I love you baby.


Gilbert & Mandy
please will you stop with the whole bugging me with jianfeng.
we broke up for so long already and its not like im not moving on.
i HAVE a great BOYFRIEND now!

My day couldnt get any worst.

my laptop screen somewhat crack.

i dont want to talk about it ):