Monday, November 27, 2006

haha.. O level is over..
had a really busy week..

monday
met up with CHERIS
went to ngee ann poly
had lunch with JUNMING and VANESSA
thn headed down to bugis
saw TESSA and her mum!
thn CHERIS and I headed to tampines
to meet CONSTANCE for dinner..
wow.. tiring..

tuesday
went to dye my hair RED
with CHERIS INNZHENG YVONNE PEIWEN
haha..

wednesday
met up with CHERIS and INNZHENG
went to shop for prom stuff
thn went to prayer meeting

thursday
met up with SHUYING RINO ANDREW
haha.. wnet shopping at VIVO

Friday
went to TIMOTHY's office
got MINGJIA's birthday present..
thn headed down to CHERIS' hse
to watch vcds..
lolx..

saturday
went to karen's place
put on make up..
left for Prom
we were super duper late
haha.. but had fun.. photos below..

Sunday, November 26, 2006


Elaine Wendy :)

with Mdm Faridah.. :)

Joel :)

Andy.. in the cab.. On the way home

5B!

Andy:)

5 of us..

Elaine the pretty lady.. haha

Shirlynn:)

MongHan :)

Farah :)

Mages:)

i Love this picture.. Nisa :)

Nisa :)

Pretty Us!

JiaKang :)

Elaine :) she's gorgeous!

stupid Lee!

JiaWei :)

we were in the loo.. blur..

Saturday, November 11, 2006

06.Nov.2006
Mathematics Paper 1

it was okay lar... still can do.. haha..


Social Studies

Merger came out.. Hooray.. BUT i got the modal answer for one of the question and i overlooked it! feel like killing myself lar.. what the hell.. argh!


07.Nov.2006
Chemistry

heex.. chem was easy.. lolx.. hmm.. probably will get a B.. no confident for a A le.. cos got careless mistake.


08.Nov.2006
English Paper 1

i wrote about DREAMS! haha.. i wrote 6 pages i think.. haha..
i totally screwd up my letter lar..
SHUCKS! haiz..


English Paper 2

it was pretty easy to understand the passage.. haha.. but i dont know if i can pass.. hmm.. sad sia..


Physics

it was a killer paper.. I HATE PHYSICS!
i will be happy if i can pass physics..
its definitely to pull my chem down..
tat is so shitty
i was like aiming for A for SCIENCE!


09.Nov.2006
Geography

didn't get to finish my paper.. i cannot fail this!
wanna cry after the paper lar


10.Nov.2006
Mathematics Paper 2

this paper was easy and difficult..
i threw away 22 marks lar..
hmm.. guess my mathematics is not very good after all
but thanks to ANDREW..
he was so nice came over in the morning and tutor me..


i'm glad that this week is over.. i think we were crazy ytd (10.Nov.2006)

after the paper,
at abt 8,
ME JOYCE TIFFANIE ELIZA CHERIS JOHNATHAN CHHEANG DONGZHENG WEIQIAN
went to ps to catch a movie..
we wanted to watch Step Up
but there weren't any seats except for the front
so we changed to Flushed Away
okay lar..
the show was funny..
very funny with all the slugs..
haha.. that disgusting creature
after that 8 pple squeeze into one car!
haha.. 6 pple behind
was so squeezy..
went ta old kallang airport for supper.
Eliza send everyone one by one home
WEIQIAN left first thn it was CHEEANG
was about to send me home
we changed our mind and headed back to ps
to catch Step Up at 2.10am
haha.. we were like crazy
the movie ended at 4 plus?
haha..
it was fun ytd.. really fun!
:) smile


reached home he was at my door..
he waited for 4hours
poor thing?!
but didn't bother..
i just told him to leave and went home
fell on the bed and tried to sleep
couldn't sleep..
Thank God
my mum didn't wake up la
i reach home 10 minutes later
she woke up..
she didn;t suspect anything..
haha..















To You,
we talk about it another day okay
and thanks to you i woke up super duper early?
and i slept at 6
slept for 2 hours!!!!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

FRIDAY 03-11-2006

had lunch with my mum today
after which
met up with ANDREW
he was really NICE!!
coached me with my mathematics and physics..
had dinner and watch SMALLVILLE AND CHARMED!
haha..

YOU!
i think u'll be reading this
i feel that everything
that happen is for a reason
or else it would not have happen right?
u hve yet to answer me
you still want this child dont you?
or should the child leave
and find a new home?
ANSWER ME!

SAMANTHA
thank you for doing all those things
maybe what u've done
is to test our love for each other
probably..
if it can withstand this obstacle
thn i guess
you should just leave?



SATURDAY 04-11-2006

woke up really late
1pm..
haha.
was on my way to church
met timothy on the bus
so "qiao"
anyway..
had great time with my youths
after which
ELIZA JOHNATHAN CHERIS ME
Went to the Mac nearby to church
To mug..
CHERIS was like "argh"
when I couldn't understand her
haha..
we were doing maths
JOHNATHAN was teaching as algebra
CHERIS said C3S
Haha..
When we heard it we laughed so loudly
that the woman on the opposite side
was like so angry with us..
algebra where got C3S de?
Is 3CS right? Haha
Gaius is bugging me
So I will penned my thoughts again after my O's probably..

Friday, November 03, 2006

things come and go
like a kite
if the string is tight
and u use force to pull it
it will snip
and the kite wont return back to u

again, the quarrel is on him
why?
samantha's words are more trustable thn mine?
my heart tore
but u couldnt see
it's alright
should i be used to it?
can i be like a kite
free after the string snap
of all times
when i am so stress
you do this
to hurt me one way or another
Now
i find it hard to breathe
when i am stress
and what did u do
u add more burdens to me
should i just let go
why hold on?
wont it be committing suicide?

crazy how it feels
i want to hold on
just like a child
wanting a toy
begging her parents
to get it for her
would they say No?
what should i do
u tell me?
even though
things are already like tat
u still want
this child dont you?

SAMANTHA
if all you want is him
just tell him in his face
dont do dirty tricks behind all our backs
u are who u are
he can choose who he wants
a child or you
so give him back
his rights to choose
will you
or will you just
hold him back
and create more problems
for him?
think about it.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

i slept "early" last night
3.45am?
woke up today at 7.13am
went back to sleep
put my phone on alarm at 8.45
as i was meeting SHIRLYNN at 10am
at the library
studied at Bishan Library again
with SHIRLYNN DEREK & EPHRAIM
we had a table of our own
because we were EARLY!
i did CHemisTry today
it was fun - haha
anyway,
we bought altogether 400g of ham today
and we finished it.. lolx..
ate dinner with DEREK & EPHRAIM
went back..

On my way back,
met DARREN on the bus
since he was SUPER free
he send me home
and we did alot of catching up
he encourage me
and Gu Li Wo to Hao Hao Du Shu
haha..
i am still very stress though.
Thank you all for your care and concern

18 days to FREEDOM!!
4 more days left though..
JIA YOU!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

went studying at Bishan Library
with EPHRAIM, DEREK & SHIRLYNN
when we went there,
it was super crowded
with BAGS!
no one was there!
to think there was a sign on the tables
that tells them not to reserved place
SHIRLYNN went to approach one of the librarians
BUT she replied that they will be back soon
cos they are out for lunch!
WE WERE SO PISSED!!
we found a small spot on the ground
for us to study
but they were NO tables!
how to study?
but there were tables for bags!
how ironic!
not just that..
there were 4 "little" girls
they were typically staring at us the whole time
for what?!
i wonder!
they were making ALOT of noise.
so we decided to move out of the library
when we left they continued to STARE!
crazy girls..
after abt an hour,
we went back to the same spot of the library
they saw us, they STARE!
until they left
EPHRAIM waved at them
they smile and wave happily to him..
that freaked us! haha

ate dinner with them
was deciding if i should go for PRAYER MEETING
under much consideration
i went.
the only youths that were there were
JUNMING, REUBEN, WILSON and ME!
the rest din come.
we had singpiration led by KARKEAT & AUNT. SALLY
the 2 songs below touched my heart.


GIVE THANKS

Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son

And now let the weak say i am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give thanks

And now let the weak say i am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give thanks, Give thanks


In all things we got to give thanks to GOD!

JESUS WE ENTHRONE YOU

Jesus, we enthrone you
We proclaim You are King
Standing here, in the midst of us
We raise You up with our praise

And as we worship, build Your throne
And as we worship, build Your throne
And as we worship, build Your throne
Come Lord Jesus, and take Your place


when we were singing this particular song (JESUS WE ENTHRONE YOU)
i was tearing.
i could feel JESUS'LOVE for me.
he will be there with me through my Olevels
i was really stress and scared that Olevels is coming so soon
i admit.
i din really do my QT constantly
and i didnt really trust GOD
i'm afraid that he will leave me
i was really scared!
BUT that song comforted me alot.
i was really happy that i went for Prayer meeting..
i can feel GOD speaking to me once again.
i'm happy..

GOD LOVES ME!
GOD REALLY LOVES ME!
HE REALLY LOVES ME!
Wendy is lost to the world yet again!
called her more thn 15 times le..
nver answer
sms her
nver reply..
what is she doing?
i wonder!

i'm going to continue to mug
for another 1-2 hours for physics
i din realised that
the other subjects were like
the day after each other..
DIE!

5 more days left!
STRESS!!!