deep down my heart broke into a zillion pieces

I'm utterly hurt when I hear you say that. It isnt because I was thinking stuff in my head again. You know it yourself. You say you wont anyhow think when i tell you but instead you hurt me even more. You yourself told me once or twice or maybe three times that you dont compare. Yet today, the thing you said - isnt it comparing us? And of all things you compare that.

You hurt me so badly that I wish that I wont see you ever again. Just vanish from my eyes and never appear infront of me again.

i wish that today never happen.