green room

2 Things I did wrongly today

1. I shouldnt have gone to his place
- Taken for granted [my presence there or not is the same]
- eyes glued to his laptop
- even though Im pmsing he doesnt care

2. Cabbed to his place
- i spent $15 to his place
- and was at his place like less than 4hours

i left his house heart broken and he did not come out of the house neither did he called me or sms me.

whats the point of doing so many things, going to his place always to find him when i dont get appreciated. Its like im suppose to do that.
i hate that. and im home on a friday night. i feel sad for myself.