i finally got my HTC back. sucks that i thought i back up everything. end up i dont know how to put it back in. ):

nvm. Android Market can get it all back. (: (: (:

Some RANDOM thought

the worst thing about a crush is when you know he's married.

i think this sucks alot alot. cos sometimes you will just wished he werent married. or married only can divorce what! argh
then i look back and i myself crush a facilitator when i know he was married. He was extremely nice to me and only me. Whats not to love about this faci man. -.- The only thing blocking the whole teacher student relationship was - he's married. Sometimes i think that guys shouldnt be so nice to people of the opposite sex , it would cause misunderstanding and also when you are like married already!!! give people like me false hopes. hahahaha.
there was a point of time where i wanted to have him for my own. seriously. i thought of many ways to "try" break them up in my head. i was evil then but it all faded away lar. afterall he is untouchable why waste time now thinking of such things.

/updates
i have been studying alot recently that it scares the shit out of me.
i can give up big bang theory and start sitting at my desk and study for hours. [which is quite creepy cos i hvnt been doing that for a very long time]

raining

it has been raining and raining. the weather is so cold. anyways im meeting my secondary school frens now. and i seriously hate the weather!

finally?

I just want him out of my life now. I hope I can tahan not contacting him or anything. after all I deleted all my photos and memories of him. I need to reconstruct my life. do stuff that won't remind me of him. do things that makes myself happier and healthier.





i will need to start doing my qt daily. and re-order my life, my schdeule properly. (:

random

its tearing up my heart when im with you
but when we are apart i feel it too
and no matter what i do i feel the pain
with or without you

stupid turtle fong

my stupid turtle apparently blocked me on her stupid blog! idiot.

i did it again

i talk to him when i say i want a delon free week.
damn it i cant control just hv to talk to him!

anyways its been so long since i last did my qt and i did it today. feels so stranger to me. i stopped ever since i dont remember but more than 2 years i guess. came out of committee and going back in again.

Life is going to change for me this year
i must study hard
work hard
play hard






and i need to lose weight!

bored n headache

im working at Nuskin but at reception. damn boring sia. somemore the chinese new year song is killing me. seriously i hate the "dong dong dong chiang" sucks to the core. i prefer christmas song definitely. beats it hands down! lol.
i just cant wait to knock off from work. i got this interview but the person didnt reply my email. so im not sure if i should go anot. jia lat!!

blog on my HTC desire z

trying out on my htc desire z

i just downloaded a app and wanted to try it out. hope it works? lol

2011

Morning 2011


Everything got to go. Im trying to have a NO delon week

thn eventually no delon month

and hopefully no delon year

- if thats possible




Anyways



1. i got into SIM - Bachelor of English with Psychology starting end of the month



2. i bought my new phone HTC desire Z

3. My laptop died on me and i need to buy a new one - im getting a DESKTOP

4. Im still working at Nuskin.


5. Oh ya, i talked to my cute guy. (: (: (:


6. i got slapped - dont ask why [left ear mufflered] - cant hear properly.


7. my left eye is hurting now as well.


8. met up with jon and kc at Old School - Timbre

- i suddenly feel lazy to blog. shall stop here till later.

alot of things passed. LOl

watched twilight the eclipse, predators, despicable me.

WORK WORK WORK

there's where you will find me. LOL

anything just Facebook. lol (: