Morning.. haha.. here below are things i learnt from my Quiet Time.. take some tym and read them.. :)

May 18 2006
~ Have u ever felt so down, so confused, so angry, tat u simply went to bed and pulled the covers over ur head? it enables us to forget - for the time being - the heaviness tat weighs on ur heart.
~ There's no place we can go to hide from GOD unless we're running from him, we can take comfort in the fact that he's always knows where we are!

May 19 2006
~ It is possible for a man to be swallowed by a whale whole-ly
~ GOD has no problem at all making the seemingly impossible become reality. if he created a world out of nothing, a man from dust and raised the dead to life, he could certainly enable a man to survived in the belly of a fish for 3 days.

May 20 2006
~ The same boiling water that hardens an egg softens a potato. We always have a choice about our attitude!
~ GOD can work through anyone and anything to accomplish his purposes. HE can use Christians, Non-Christians, the weather and even mammals. GOD's plans will survive and thrive!

May 21 2006
~ Determine not to be a reluctant follower of GOD! You dont have to come across to ur unsaved friends as perfect - only perfectly forgiven. They will listen. Just keep it simple.

May 22 2006
~ GOD is a God of second chances
~ Gods wants to use you to tell others about his love and forgiveness. it wont always b easy, bt he promises to stay wif u and enables u to share his words.

May 23 2006
~ For u to b a vehicle GOD uses to transport Christ, u need to b constantly in tune with the Master Mechanic

May 24 2006
~ Give GOD ur absolute BEST - 100%. If u simply go along for the ride, u'll only go from bad to worse.

May 25 2006
~ There's certainly more thn one kind of death.

May 26 2006
~ GOD gives specific commands for specific reasons and he expects his children to OBEY.

May 27 2006
~ GOD's commands are serious. Discipline urself to knowing and obeying him daily.

May 28 2006
~Once u enter the house of the lord, be very aware of his holy presence.

May 29 2006
~If u'll wear these things daily, u still may not make peoples's best dressed list, bt u'll make Christ's list. And really... which is more important?
~ Great Fashion Tips from the LORD
1. a gentle and quiet spirit
2. contentment
3. a Smile
4. Inner Peace
5. Confidence
6. Kindness

May 30 2006
~ GOD doesn't send anyone to hell. We send ourselves there.
~ The only reason Christ is delaying his promised and expected return is so more pple worldwide can come to know him. it's GOD's will that everyone would follow him and live eternally. But he gives each person the freedom to decide.

i was encourage by the things i learn in my Quite Time.. i hope u did too.. smile :)

Happie 16th Birthday INN ZHENG!
hahax..
Chinese O Level sux.. da passage lyk damn difficult larhx.. wad da.. argh! dun wanna tok abt it.. happie stuff on da way down.. continue reading!

watch X men 3 wif innzheng(birthday boy - at last he's 16!) cheris(turn 16 not long ago) eliza ming jia tiffanie and joyce.. hahax.. went to arcade(total waste of $$$) ming jia was lyk crazy as she wanted some toy.. u noe da put money into da machine and machine eat money.. no toy comes out.. haha.. she tried lyk so many tyms larhx.. haha.. but innzheng manage to get a tissue box wif mickey mouse in just one try lar.. power! went ta Carls Junior.. Cheris and I went hunting for birthday cake.. went ta secret recipe.. haha.. sang birthday song!

X-men 3 was lyk.. hmmm.. i watch it on tv b4.. of cos tat was cartoon larhx.. about da cure.. haha.. i think tis tym one veri sad.. i cried larhx.. haha.. Professor X died.. *sobx* hahax.. jean and scott died too.. anyway.. pple who have yet to watch X-men 3.. u got to wait after da credits there will b a 22secs to tell u wad happen if i say if there will b X-men 4.. rmb!!

izzit me or m i damn unlucky? i saw HuiShan b4 meetin da rest(read above) for da movie.. thn after i came out.. i saw ephraim and elaine.. thn me iz,eliza,cheris,mingjia went ta da arcade and i saw chun meng.. walk around looking at toys.. thn i turned and saw dan dan (Daniel Ting)thn went down i saw ai feng.. haha.. after that i went to marina square and i saw 2 teachers from my school.. is Singapore that small? hahax...

hmmm.. Finally chinese intensive is over.. hahax.. currently reading Angels and Demons.. Dan Brown de.. ken says i'm addicted to Dan Brown.. haha.. i think so too.. hehe..

ARGH! i got my schedule le.. GOin to school lyk everyday.. sucks larhx.. haiz.. monday is comin le.. CHINESE O LVL.. i scared..

i dunno why.. i'm easily tired out.. probably by da book.. cos i have been reading it.. hahax.. :)

smile pple..

off to do my Quiet Time soon..

i watch poseidon today.. nice show!! saw cheris.. she went crazy larhx.. haha..
i manage to buy DAN BROWN's book..haha..

HAPPIE 16th BIRTHDAY CHERIS!! hahax.. u tis girl,make me wait for u for so long.. irritating larhx.. me tim innzheng eliza waited for the birthday girl for hours.. hahax.. wad da larhx.. i saw so many cats today.. run here run there.. haha.. eat alot of food today.. da worst was the smelly tofu.. lyk goat's poo(innzheng says) baby poo(cheris says) haha.. i cried larhx.. damn disgusting! hahax.. but we all had fun!

love u all.. smile pple :)

haiz.. today i'm drained out.. chinese intensive and reading of The Da Vinci Code.. reali reali tiring.. i'm going to finish da book le.. quite happy.. cos if i reali calculate, i finish da book in lest thn a day.. yah! hahax.. its a THICK book larhx..

tired.. i'm so tired.. had a afternoon nap and slept all da way until 7 plus.. couldn't go for prayer meeting again.. sad case.. i wanted to go de larhx.. haiz...

smile people.. :)

just woke up from my sleep.. veri tired.. probably bcos i was reading The Da Vinci Code.. tired out by the book.. read half da book i think.. hahax.. Chinese Intensive was great today.. learned nth and read half a book.. hahax.. probably goin back to sleep.. haha.. but before sleeping.. watching tv thn Quiet Time.. haha.. thn SLEEP!
Good night People.. anything just call my handphone.. love u all.. muacks.. NIGHT!

haven been bloggin lately.. haha.. uploaded all da pictures i took for da last few days.. lolx.. smile people.. da bowlin wad fun, da eating was fun, studying? ok larhx.. had fun too.. haha..

having 5 day of chinese intensive.. argh! butt hurts de.. cos da seating veri uncomfortable.. chinese chinese chinese and more chinese.. goin crazy le..

been coughin and coughin.. cough until my above stomach area below chest is painful lar.. damn shitty.. hahax.. :)smile..

magic!

i had lunch wif johnathan andy and tong sheng..

my eyes is lyk super super super small..

me and cheris.. after parent night.. had fun eating.. 8 coursemeal.. haha.. we had fun din we?

smile..

in da toilet waiting for a cubicle.. haha..

on da way for Parent's night..

before watching the da vinci code.. andy zi lian! haha..

da food we ate.. wendy shirlynn.. it was more.. haha

shirlynn wantin to take my photo..

drawn by wendy.. haha.. so funni

wendy studying

cutie baby..

haha.. i improved!

getting better..

the opposite of one another..

go! haha

wow..

derek gettin ready wif da ball..

ming hui readin recipe book

hmmm.. i'm back to my normal self le.. hahax.. i think i've been reali dumb as to make myself feel tat way.. i love myself.. hahax..

i got 9/11 for my social studies.. haha.. i passed my chinese.. i cant believe it myself.. hahahahax... :)

watched The Da Vinci Code.. it was super packed larhx.. i sat in da 3rd row, so front larhx.. haiz.. da theatre is filled up.. happie tat at least i got da tickets.. lolx.. its pretty cool.. but its NOT a fact.. i believe in Jesus as my Lord and Saviour.. the story is reali deep.. i guess u got to read da book to understand it.. haha..

smile people :)

the pain in me remains.. its worst when its ur best bud tat is da one hurting you..


went de-stressing with derek.. thanks to him.. hahax.. we played bowling.. he was lyk sayin he din noe how to bowl larhx.. thn he got so many strikes.. hahax.. i did manage to get a couple of spares.. we played pool too.. he gave chances le but still i'm not good in pool.. he's lyk a PRO while i'm a noob in pool.. hahax..


the laughter u get from me are just sth tat can cover up the pain within me..

everything jus sux.. feeling veri FUCKED UP now.. i think i will agree wif derek on saying that life sux! hahax.. i think i'm gonna hate everything.. everything is just breaking down into pieces.. I wonder if I could just lose my memory and die.. goin to de-stressed wif Derek tmr.. hope I can forget everything that happen to me.. my chem. Dropped.. lyk from A1 to B3.. tat jus sucks larhx.. haha.. I'm goin bonkers.. tat has nothing to do wif him.. I just feel tat my life just sucks.. thanks to all that show care and concern to me.. I reali felt da warmt u gave.. thanks to Fiona jasmine Derek desmond joel cleon WENDY jason melvin, my brothers my parents and everyone that loved me.. thanks.. I love u all.. my life may b in a mess but I got all of u.. so I think my life is made perfect wif all of my frens and family and definitely GOD.. school frens, church frens, and my cliques.. haha.. love u all..

came home after studyin wif shirlynn and wendy.. hahax... studied mathematics.. haha.. on da way home i saw tis cat and i'm lyk freaking scared.. it lyk followed me or sth larhx.. wad shit.. anyway.. before leaving for da library, i saw desmond at my hse downstairs..
In my mind i was lyk " OH ShiT " what is he doin here? hahax.. manage to GET RID of him.. haha.. i'm sry des if u're readin this.. but ya.. haha.. oh ya.. wanted to upload da photos i took but phone wont just load them so.. haiz.. anyway.. cant wait for tmr.. its WEDNESDAY.. there's prayer meeting.. orh.. daddy ish not in singapore muz go back home on my own.. sucks man.. hahax.. aniwaes.. i think i'm gonna take back my chemistry paper tmr.. haha.. i reali scared.. i dun wanna fail tis paper.. i guess i got to pray real hard.. haha.. but still its over le.. wad's da point of being scared now when i could have study for it.. silly me.. hahax.. :)

yah! i got 20/25 for my physics! hahax.. to think i din study for it.. lolx.. i'm just good at sciences.. haha.. i tot i gonna flunk it larhx.. waiting for my chem results now.. quite scared sia.. haiz.. goin out to study wif wendy at toa payoh le.. hahax..
NOte: pls dont drink anymore ok? i dun wanna see u drinking le.. :)
got tO gO le.. haha.. later wendy kill me.. opps.. :x hahax... tell u sth sick b4 i go.. my other fren bro da fren.. torture cats too.. he threw da cat down on da floor so many tyms and gOt angry when da cat still can stand.. 'punch' and kick da cat.. after tat burn da cat.. seeing da burnt cat not dead.. they skin it and da worst thing ish they crucify (i think i spell wrongly) it.. on da cross.. and eventually da poor little thing died.. how terrible can they get.. ( this happens to take place in phillipines) arGh! i cant help but cried.. its lyk da poor little cat had to go thru so much before dying.. they are lyk sickos.. *speechless*

Mr Lim my physics teacher.. :)

Mr Seow.. my geography teacher.. :)

mummy phone.. love da colour..

ytd.. i dunno wad to say about ytd.. haiz.. it hurts to noe when someone u love just gave u up.. aiya wadeva larhx.. dun care le.. Endin a relationship to some people is to stop hurtin one another, others is tat they do not love him or her le.. but givin up da person u love to some one else? what do u called this group of people? i dunno.. went roller-blading wif fio jas des and ben.. hahax.. veri fun sia.. i fell down twice larhx.. but not as "cham" as ben ben.. hahax? he lyk keep on falling down larhx..
DESMOND LEE JUN XIN! u can be a good fren yet a asshole at times.. u hai wo he ta fen shou.. he gave me to u.. argh! why are guys so dumb? i wonder reali.. haiz.. guys sucks to some extend.. lolx? haha.. anyway.. i dun wanna think about it le..

i'm back from school.. tired out.. da recipes books are lyk damn HEAVY larhx.. hahax.. dont hav art today.. lolx.. aiya.. wanted to hav art larhx.. wanna do da claypot.. veri fun.. today in class i heard a veri sad case.. my fren is a saddist.. he and his 2 other frens pour kerosene on a cat and burn it.. the cat lyk died larhx.. its damn sad even though i'm scared of cats larhx.. they are lyk super super cruel.. i wonder wad they were thinkin when they did it.. ish lyk he was still laughin over it larhx.. tats how he de-stress himself.. GOsh! wad is da world comin to? he was lyk so happy when he talk about torturing people(humans).. i wonder wad he will b when he grows up.. da way he explain how he will torture people makes my hair stand.. he is lyk one of da worst pple i noe tat will do dat.. i tot zy was jokin when he told da class how ch and his frens killed da cat.. argh! and he is lyk sittin behind me.. i totally freaked out larhx.. phew.. thank god i'm not his enemy.. or else think about it.. da way he describe and da actions he does jus scare da hell out of me.. i was thinkin if i'm his enemy wont he plan up sum damn cruel way to torture me.. argh! i'm scared! hahax..

jia wei.. haha.. tat idiot tat took my phone..

nisa in f&n class.. hahax.. funni.. :)

shirlynn in f&n class

da cough mixture cleon and joel bought..

argh! after talkin to my teacher, i reali cant use da strawberry yogurt recipe.. sucks man.. i hate it.. i reali lyk tat dish lorhx.. wad da ... right? hahax.. aiya.. all my dishes must have seafood in it.. and tat reali sucks.. dunno wad to do le.. hahax..

now bloggin in class.. F&N class now.. hahax... haiz.. almost late for school today.. stupid bus came so late.. wad da.. i think da recipes i chose lyk cant b use lehx.. die le.. :(

i think i look weird.. lolx..:)

before goin to church..

went to pasir ris (white sands) for dinner.. hahax..
NOTE to all: i hate pple who put down da phone on me or u can oso sae as "kup" my phone.. ass lorhx..
at da library my brother Gaius show me a veri disgusting picture.. it totally disgusted me..

my brother.. we're in da library

the look of it disgust me.. (male frog wif egss)

my DARLING ye hao.. veri irritating today.. hahax... :)

yong kiat.. my class - one of the monkeys!

thinking..

busy doin work i gave them

tuition class..

hmmm.. a long day today.. hahax.. went to church at ard 11 plus.. gave tuition to a group of "monkeys" which happen to b da boys.. da girls are lovable.. hahax.. almost died just teachin them one question.. its lyk talkin to aliens.. hahax.. veri funi.. lolx.. took pictures of them too.. hahax..

gabriel tim.. waitin for daddy to come.. :)

smiles.. taken from gabriel's phone.. :)

vanessa birthday taken by my phone!

hahax.. receiving of present from me to vanessa.. we look funni..

cheris and me.. my eys is lyk super small..

study group..

cheris' colourful pens for her notes..

board games..

jamming!

birthday girl vanessa

damn tired.. wanna sleep le.. hahax.. anyway, today i reali studied my mathematics wif chiu ming to teach me.. hahax.. thanks to him kar keat and innzheng.. lolx.. took some pictures of them.. lolx.. oh ya, we also celebrated vanessa's birthday and enrique sang solo for her.. haha.. veri funni..
went to visit grandfather, saw my cousins.. hahax.. they are lyk so cute.. back home, gabriel gaius and me went to play badminton.. hahax.. i'm reali reali tired now.. goin off to bed.. hehex.. good night..

hmm.. he should b on da plane by now.. flying to malaysia.. hahax.. i guess i will miss him.. -.-" hahax.. anyway, today ish VANESSA's birthday.. lolx.. preparing to head to church soon.. goin there to study.. hahax.. O'lvl comin liao.. damn scary sia.. lolx..

smile gaius.. he's so lovable

i simply love him

cute little boy..

this bed is sooo nice.. took it on da way back to da car