pissed

Bad mood.

i need a break from everything

out

im blogging on my phone once again. Its been a long time since i used my phone to surf the net. Hah. It was a thing i do in RP, but ever since i graduated i hvn been surfing the net with my mobile device.
Was cleaning up snowball's cage just now and i realised she look awful. Her fur is not pretty and her butt like got some kind of tumour growing. It kinda scares me. I dont even dare to touch her now.i feel bad! ): i just suddenly had a urge to get married. I think getting married is fun and heart warming. But then again im single thus getting married is not a ideal choice or thinking right now.

hot day

Today's weather is so hot!!! Went to Chinese Garden Mrt this morning and on my way there i saw Jasper. I think its him, due to the fact that he was staring at me from a distance. I cant believe i didnt recognise him immediately after all we were once together. Its good that i just pretend i didnt know him. Seeing him reminds me about us dating and quarreling and he doing stupid things to get my attention. All those are the past now though. I started thinking nowadays there is no such things as I love you forever, you are my only one, I hope we will last forever and all those shit. Couples getting together and breaking up in a split second. Looking back at all my relationships i guess nothing is forever. He might be deeply in love with you for a minute, the very next minute he isnt. And talk about i love you forever. Lol.

Seriously, Life is SO MUCH better when you decide you dont care

Coming back, the jurong place interview wasnt that bad. It was good i think. i kinda like the environment and the teaching style but one thing is damn fucking far. And with the stupid weather. Today's trip felt like ice melting also immediately under the big hot SUN.

So freaking HOT!

I met up with Cleon today for lunch. He went back to school for certain stuff and thus being at a near location [NTU and Jurong area] we decided to meet up for branch. On my way to orchard, i saw this group of children playing at the playground. It reminded me about my childhood days when nothing seems to be a problem. You can run jump shout scream stare and no one thinks you are weird. Whereas at our age, whenever you decide to do something you got to think through and decide if it is going to destroy your reputation. I really want to run jump shout scream to nothing and feel happy. At least when i was a kid i was really happy not having to worry about anything.

I waited super long for the next interview and got tired. I dont want to find a job, I want to just be a student again. Studying is definitely more easy thn working. When i was younger, i couldnt wait to grow up and fly and not study. But now thinking about it, i dont want to grow up. It a hassle to grow up. you got to be independent, you got to find a good job and you got to worry about the future. It really sucks.

I JUST WANT TIME TO STOP.

Oh ya i went swimming ytd with Gaius. It was fun, wanted to go again today when Joel called. But i was busy fighting Boss with Ken and Delon. Suckcock man. seriously. lol.

Shall blog again soon.

Sophia in the green room

Revival of this page

I havent been blogging since January. Alot of things happen during this period of time and i guess i changed abit. Not completely but i did change for the better i hope. Lets not discuss that.

and yes i broke up with Delon a couple of months back. i think its in march. we are still good friends though. Coming to my point of I FINALLY went diving with Delon. [07may-09may 2010] Tioman. Great Place. Company was good, other than the fact that they were holding a Miss Hong Kong Pagent there. - Inside Joke. Eat Sleep Dive for most people, but as for me Eat Sleep Dive Vomit. Haha. i got terrible seasick. It was awful the first day, got better on the second. I saw super super alot of fishes. My puke made them come to us. - thus my buddy thanked me for that. Lol. I saw turtles [which i swam with], puffer fish - super big ones - went damn close [so beautiful] parrot fish, NEMO [clownfish] - i played with them, touched them. I love them. Stingray, AngelFish and alot more which i obviously couldnt tell what they are. I took 2 pictures from the Jetty. Didnt have time to snap more.

Beautiful place @ pulau tioman

Met up with Snail [Sly] and JonChua recently and we talked and talked and talked in Toapayoh till 4plus am. Alot of catching up, gossips. So much that is overwhelming.

Giving that I have been slacking alot lately, I decided to send in resume to get a job [like finally] Had an interview today at Learning Kidz which its freaking scary. I hate Interviews lar. seriously why cant they just give me the job or sth. haha. Anyways. i dont really like the environment there. I got 3 more interviews tomorrow. I hope i can get in the administrative job. Even though this would not allow me to get experience for a teaching post next time but i want the money to go overseas again. I so want to be a primary school teacher!!! ):

Andy has been bugging me to go overseas. We planned during our secondary school days and me being the youngest, they had to wait till i turn 21. Cos mummy and daddy dont allow me to leave Spore if i aint 21. it sucks but the sucky part is over!!! lol.

Recently been playing Pet Forest. So if you do play Pet Forest - Rost Forest, my character is babyredssky (:(:(:

Now my plan is Earn money, get Exp [so that i can lvl up] LOL!, Go overseas with Andy and rest, go Diving again, Spent more time with my family and of cos those that i have been neglecting when i was attached. HAHA. oh ya meet up with my 3 different pets - Snail, Turtle and my SLUG!

Slug if you are reading this please meet me soon!! and all the shades of green!! you know what i mean! (: haha