cramps

Cramps hurting like fuck - first blood
stomach not feeling well - double kill
headache - triple kill
feel like vomiting - MEGA KILL

it sucks lar seriously. all these symptoms just make me feel like dying.

i cant believe im going to plan another surprise birthday thingy for him. when am i going to learn and stop doing these things. i know i should stop but the more i want to stop the more i want to do stuff for him. this sucks. FML!!!

im doing up a birthday book for him too. why sia. why am i so stupid. seriously i need to get a life!



oh ya i might be getting a fulltime job soon. Sigma Aldrich. i hope i get it.!!