I happen to come across thie very good poem by Dan Brown my fav. author =)

I Don’t Know Me, So How Can You?

You’re looking at me.
What do you see?
Describe me.
I can’t, you see.
I don’t know who I am.
I can’t find myself, my personality.
Perhaps it was stolen from me.
Maybe he took it when he violated me.
I don’t how to act.
I used to have a suitcase
packed with every available face.
Now I don’t know which one to present to the world,
they are all shattered and broken.
What I am is fine, its who I am that confuses.
I play myself at complex games but every side loses.
Do you understand now?
Do you understand how
you cannot judge me?
What I am is fine, I’m struggling with the ‘who’
Please keep your abuse to yourself,
I don’t know me, so how can you?

Went to Church. Tutor Liang Zhi this Primary One boy. He is super cute cos starting he was very shy thus when talking to me he will whisper. Joined the kids for their Choir. Was really fun cos we had to sing in parts.
After that met Gabriel Jonathan & Cheris for dinner and shopping in town. LOL.

Life is getting tiring. LOL!
Cleon called and i agreed to meet him next week. I hope i don't have a change of heart.
-ifyouknowwhatimean-

Went to Cut my hair this morning with Mummy and Gabriel. HAHA. After which went to Cellgroup. We learned the last KEY! To wait at the well and our "Moses, Joshua, Abraham" will appear. LOL.

Dinner at IMM and SHOPPING of cos.

School was alright today. Team Mates were fun =) Starting to get used to my classmates i guess. haha.

Wanted to go to Expo for Planet Shakers, but I was invited over to Andrew's place for dinner. When i reached his place, i realised that this is the first time i didnt have to tell that someone why I'm going to Andrew's place for dinner. Or how I asked them to invite that someone along just that he wont misunderstand that Andrew is just my damn good friend. I suddenly felt the freedom to do whatever i want and not need to think what other person might think.
Alright, i guess i'm happier now but part of me wants to go back to what we had. Haha. Life's like this i guess. You cant have both, you got to let go of something to gain another thing.

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To think i left school without buying my LABCOAT! How dumb can i get sia. LOL. SO i borrowed JONATHAN's. Which look damn big on me but who cares I look like a scientist in it. LOL. damn funny. I cant wait for Labwork sia! HAHA.

I dropped out

Went to class with hope that i can make friends, do well and learn alot from the module itself. But to my horror, the module that i chose was a year3 module. And im a year 2! Feel damn dumb. Was super stress thus i decided to drop.

I called Mum and cried over the phone. Couldn't handle the stress [ the faci was super scary, she said this "I want short and sweet, straight to the point, I ask alot of questions during third meeting and you since you are year 2 you must really understand or else you will get a bad grade" Its like What The Fuck lar. So i decided to drop it. After all i can take it again in year 3.

I found some random pictures on my phone so here it is

Almost DIED of Boredom

Met up with Lester and Yuenky this morning to go school together. Anyways E5 is damn far away just like W5!

Oh yal i almost died of boredom today because the problem for today was about [Microbiology] Ecosystem. Its like primary school work. Food chain and habitat. The whole class finished our presentation by 1130am which means we ave like 2.5hrs before presenting. not only that it happens that everyone isnt in school. Since i met lester and yuenky during first break i decided to stay in class and rot. HAHA. My classmates were either sleeping, watching movie or playing game. It was like total waste of time. One of my classmate decided to leave for no apparent reason.

Met Jonathan for dinner at NewYork NewYork.

'Quoted from Jonathan'
[That loser guy we saw in new york new york, had a police case before. wonder how he got it? firstly, no one would be so stupid to go steal money from other people's chalet. never mind about that. when the people went to look for the thief(loser), that loser wanted to pose as a passer-by. but so much for a dumb passer-by, before those people even wanna ask whether he saw someone running away from the scene, he told them immediately,"oh, he ran that way!" question is, how does he know what happened just now since he is only a (dumb) passer-by. conclusion, losers are mostly dumb too. they come in a package. you have loser, you have dumb. you have dumb, you have loser.]

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I will be in a class with all year 3s tmr. i hope it will be fun. [Medical Microbiology]

Second Day of School - New Class yet again.

I was late again. And thanks to the year ones that took up space on the bus that let all the year twos and threes suffer. What's wrong with those year ones that come to school super early? They come to school early like 820+ going to 830 and stand there look at each other. Whats wrong with these people. Unlike the year ones who's classes starts at 9am WE year twos and three has classes at like 830? They should really follow what me and my classmates of semester 2 did. Come in just on time or 914am. Still on time. get to sleep abit longer and DO NOT take space on the bus to school early in the morning. =)

Okay i'll stop ranting AGAIN.

W54P
I'm trying to memorize all my classes so that i will not walk into the wrong one. Class was fine, i guess this class is more energetic and funny then the previous one. Which is a good thing. My team mate happened to be Sherm's friend. RP is indeed small.

Met Rino for dinner and as usual that fella had to wait for me. I should really stop the LATE habit. lol.

Tmr, only those taking electives get to come back which is of cos the hard-working ones that is ME. haha. E56F!

First day of school

i woke up early
left the house early
got on the bus early
reach Ang Mo Kio early
the train came on time
got onto the train
the train delayed
got stuck there for awhile
reach Woodlands late
reach school late
reach the First Day of Class LATE
i thought why did i wake up so early when i was going to be late.

then it made me think, why do selfish retards like to think of themselves and jump off the platform and onto the train track to commit suicide. They want to die, die elsewhere lar. why go stupidly jump on the train track and cause so many other Singaporeans inconvenience . And whats with the trend of committing suicide by jumping off. Cant they think of something new? Haha. Anyways, are they trying to get money or stuff like that from the other Singaporeans out of pity for their families? Basically once people WITH brains that are able to work see the trend of jumping off the platform will probably not donate to those families that has someone committing suicide by jumping off the train track. In this way isnt the family going to lose more money like that to have their funeral. Seriously i hate those inconsiderate bastards.

Okay enough ranting.

School was definitely fun today. My Faci is the module chair! Even though the problem today was super difficult like cannot understand one, but it was very interesting. I starting to WANT to go to school everyday. Cannot believe myself as well. lol.
And i almost walked into the wrong class today. HAHA.

was woken up by Jonathan at 12.23pm! supposed to meet him at 1pm at Plaza Singapura. so haha. anyways. i wasnt that late i reached around 1.10 or earlier. we went to eat long john for branch. And headed to the arcade since Jonathan wanted to catch this toy from the machine. which apparently Thank God because the machine was supposing spoilt BUT the machine caught hold of the toy and drop it in to the hole. Both of us were so shocked when we saw it.

The Toy Jonathan went CRAZY over! =)

We got so bored waiting for Cheris to come we went to Spotlight to kill time.


we went to macdonald for drink and ice cream


thn we headed down to cathay wanting to watch Sky Of Love but they were not playing it anymore. Had coffee at Starbucks thn we headed down to bedok [Jonathan's place] for MAHJONG!