I having Chalet TMR! i cant wait BUT there the feeling will come back strongly when we are there. Confirm de. ):


All are invited to my funeral if i really die there. Cos heart ache will cause severe damage and might even cause death. ):


okay i'm Joking. I will be back. Need to find me just call my handphone alrights?

LOVE YA!

CLIQUE

Random Pictures

Ya Kun Toast


Me and IAN


Last Day of school


I was bored - Darling was playing psp while we webcam (:

i hate it when the feelings come back and devour my mood.
im being such a child and taking things so simple and making it complicated.
Always hated this feeling.
Never once like it.
Go away and vanish so that it wont come back and haunt me.
I want to get out of the trap that causes me to be hurt and frustrated.

i want to tell you but i just cant put it into words. i want you to know but at the same time i dont want you to act differently from the way you are now. im sensitive and childish. probably that's why i cant get over with it. argh! im a crazy sensitive bitch. =X


the feeling just wont stop ):

Stayed over at darling's place. Had breakfast with him and then headed to school. WEnt to the Yakult Factory which was alittle boring as we had to listen to this old guy talking for about an hour even though he was alittle bit funny. Whatever the case, we had fun going there as a clique.
People that went : Darling Me YanMing Delise TengKiat[XiaoTing] Sabrina XueFang SittHui Kasminah. And i bought my all time favourite Green Apple Yakult! Yipee. haha! =)

Went with Darling YanMing XiaoTing Delise Erebus Sharman and Sabrina to this job thingy at suntec. It was kinda fun at first. then it became boring and tiring thus didnt want to talk at all. We were totally scammed. haha! we had to like pack 1600+ of goodie bags and we had so little people. i thought we could finish by 7 or maybe 8 since sabby said we would be able to leave by then. she herself didnt expect them to make us pack so much. But we had fun packing. the atmosphere looked like it was at rp thus we made alot of noise and stuff but nobody complain! haha! clique hang around and then went our separate ways.

On my way home, i randomly talked to this guy which lended me his phone so that i could call home. cos my keys are in yew tee. haha! apparently everyone at home is fast asleep. and if i didnt make that call i can just sit outside my house and rot. lol. =X

random meets : sherman and elaine Lol! Singapore is SO small

Pictures will be uploaded when i get to darling's place. cos everything is there =)
EDITED! PICTURES UPLOADED (:

my darling is an idiot
because he always disturb me
he loves to call me
dumbo and baka dear
what an asshole he is

Met Cleon Tan Jian Feng[he wanted his full name here] for Breakfast. Went to get my pdl renewed today. He drove me to Yew Tee as i was going to my boyfriend's place. On our way there, he told me this "why am i sending you there lar! im like sending the girl i love to another guy's arms." Damn funny can. I told whack him on his arm alittle too hard his car moved abit on the expressway.

Anyways, reached Darling's place and went to his driving place. played djmax while waiting. saw marcus. apparently he went there to drive. lol. we went over to causeway to buy tickets for darling's parents. Went home we dota-ed awhile. Had dinner with his parents. Atmosphere was weird though. Played with michelle, bathed, watched cinderella 3 and cam whore bit. Lol!

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there was this point of time where darling somehow ignored me. maybe i was being sensitive but i suddenly had this random thought of how maybe he might have sometimes compared me and his ex girlfriend. and more random stuff just comes in. i dont know. i probably shouldn't have read her blog about their past. sometimes i see stuff that he does and remember reading something somewhere on her blog. okay i think this is crazy. i should just trust him but sometimes is hard not to think of such stuff when you know its not right. whatever lar i dont want to think already. =(

i dont want to be sensitive thats it. i hate that feeling! =X

HOLIDAYS IS HERE!

Last day of school. Actually my last day was a week ago. But its officially HOLIDAYS! Lol. Met darling in the morning for breakfast at ya kun toast in causeway point. Eat until damn full. had 4 eggs but it was good! Haha.

Our breakfast


Mine


His


Watched Harold and Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay. Funny sia! Took class photo after they finished class. Was fun.

PHOTOS!

Stupid Erebus! we had to go over to take photo.

Clique


Close up - Idiotic YanMing & Xiao Ting Ting! lol.


Girls


Guys


We went to AMK hub for dinner and POOL


Darling


Xiao Ting Ting


Sitt Hui

Delise


Elmo and Darling =)


ereBASTARD - LOL!


Yan Ming

i fucking had that feeling again. I hate it. =X

Okay people i started my PP already. Its not much but i started! lol. Was at darling's place the whole day. Started on PP with Michelle around talking to me. Lol. I thought of something but was always cut in my her voice. Lol. She had fun also i guess even though we didnt do much today. was tired so i went to darling's bed and slept. Darling's mum cooked spicy food as said by darling. LOl. very nice! hahah! Met his whole family already lar. Not too bad. i can clique better with his mother as his father to me is like a silent killer. Not much words but scary. LOl. I am very tired. Im going to bed already.

Last day of Semester 1 tomorrow. Cant believe its so fast. =)

Quarrel with my dad the previous night. - dont wish to say more. Wrote him a super long letter and i guess he read it.

Met darling for breakfast at long john silvers. Walked around and then to Church. I was glad that darling was there with me. Went to Choir with the kids. They were cute as usual singing. Ian kept looking at himself in the mirror instead of singing. Gaius followed us to eat wan ton noodle for dinner. I am really glad that darling can click with Gaius as they talk and even gang up on me. Lol. Like how Michelle and I gang against Darling. Lol.

Darling went over to my place and stayed there till brother and mummy came back. Watched Hitch at the same time darling was "forced" to play chinese chess with Gaius. Haha. Dont understand why chinese chess is nice. =X

Love you.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

had workshop in the morning. apparently Cheris and I were really tired. Cabbed to Yew tee and find Boyfriend. Met his Dad first. His Dad is scary cos he doesn't speak much. Michelle! She was really adorable today. We played with her and after a while boyfriend brought her out of the room so i could rest. Slept for quite some time - 2 hours i think but kept waking up cos its not my bed and my room! lol. Met Darling's Mum. She is super nice and very funny. Gave me "rations"! alot of things lar. =X

Brought Michelle out to Choa Chu Kang. We had dinner and shopped around. There were people that gave us looks - "so young parents" HAHA!

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Michelle trying to smile like me =)