feeling

i somehow feel lonely today. Not because baby is sleeping now. or because im alone in the room with my 2 little hammy. But But But, the feeling that my whole family isnt in Singapore just makes me feel that way. This is the 3rd time though that Im being left alone. I made my choice not to go thus haha.

Sometimes it's just weird knowing that you are going home to a place where no one is waiting for you. No one other than you is in the house. I guess this is called taking forgrunted [dont know how to spell] Lol , where i dread going back home previously. Now i want to go home but there aint anyone.

I miss them all of a sudden.

Anyways. my hammies Blacky and Snowball