18.12.2006

My birthday

At 12am on this day
ELIZA CHERIS JONATHAN JOYCE CHEEANG IZ
came over to my hse
for a surprise birthday celebration!
Thank YOu!!

After they left
watch My girl till morning
slept for 2 hrs
went out
met my other bunch of friends
had a chalet!
haha..
yah..
and Bryan DUNK me!
wad a idiot!
haha..
Thn it was Shawn!
was wrong with them
haha..
they ordered a huge cake lar
it was filled with strawberries!
haha.. i loved it!
thanks guys!

in the evening
i went to orchard
to help out in CCIS
Orchard was filled with pple..



24.12.2006

Christmas Eve

Went to the Carnival
played super lots of games
went back to orchard!
it was crazy!
it was so packed and there were
pple spraying the snow foam
at us!
How nice!
but it all went well

25.12.2006

Christmas

went to morning service
saw the people i saw in the carnival
haha..
they recognized me as
the one that Wreck their stall
haha..
anyway,
after that we went to orchard to shop
thn went home bathe change and back to
orchard for CCIS!
There were alot of pple today as well..

08.12.2006

The Day of departure

My flight was at 8.30pm
Went to the airport early
went to the Lounge for dinner.
Hmm..
My Mum and i took Business Class to Japan
It was free though.
The seats were so comfortable.
I'm addicted to Business Class' seat!
Crazy me!

09.12.2006

First Day in Japan

The weather is super nice.
it was cool
Took a cab to the apartment
The driver was Lost on the way there..
He couldn't find his way.. lolx..
After a while he manage to send us to the right place.
The apartment is Great!
The rooms weren't that small..
after unpacking
we went to familarize ourself in Ichikawa
Ate YOSHINOYA!
it was so much nice than Sinagapore's

10.12.2006

Church - Sunday Service

Woke up early to attend Church
It was in Japanese though
Couldn't understand!
but sat through..
After tat we went to SHOPPING!
We went to Japan's (BUGIS STREET, ORCHARD ROAD!)
Ate CREPES!
So nice lar..
haha..
Went back late.. i mean really late!

11.12.2006

Sunny DisneyLand!

Woah!
DisneyLand is HUGE!
Saw Mickey and Winnie the Pooh
when i walk into DisneyLand
we decided to cover one world at a time.
there were SO many pple..
the queues for rides were long.
but since we bought tickets
DisneyLand and DisneySea - 3days
which means we got lots of time!
So went on almost everything
Oh ya..
Sat on MicroAdventure - Jon keep telling me to sit!
it was okay lar..
the scary parts was the rats that run through ur legs
and the face of a cat!
other than tat everything was okay!
haha..


12.12.2006

2nd day in DisneyLand!

It was pouring almost the whole day
it was super duper COLD!
We took fast pass for the rides that has..
TOOK LOTS OF PICTURES!
haha..
nothing much to blog abt..

13.12.2006

DisneySea!

The rides here
are more interesting
thn those in DisneyLand
there are lesser kids around
maybe only my brother
haha..
we manage to cover the
whole DisneySea in 3/4 day

14.12.2006

Hakone Mt.Fuji

We sat on the
romance train
it looks like bullet train
went all the way to
Hakone
the Place STINK!
because of the Hot spring
GAIUS and i vomitted.
Yucks!!
haha..
TOok ship that sail us nearer to Mt. Fuji
Due to the
thick and heavy snow
we couldn't go to Mt. Fuji
Sat on Cable car.
It was freaking scary!!
thn there was this train,
the railway is slanted
50 degress down
it was pretty scary!

15.12.2006

PURELY SHOPPING!!

Shop for gifts
shop for food stuff
shop for my stuff!

16.12.2006

Back home to Singapore

Woke up early in the morning
went to the train
There were alot of luggages
we had to carry them up onto
the train
but there were too little time
mummy was in the way
so passed the big bag to daddy
ran over to take
the last bag
walk back the train door
closed on my bag
Thank God
if not i would have
been stuck in JApan
haha..

That's my Japan Trip.. :)

back in Singapore at last..
Weather is really HOT!
will blog more on my trip another day!

ytd,
had lunch with SHIRLYNN KAREN KEN ELAINE EPHRAIM
we had ALOT OF FOOD!
haha..
our bill was $108 plus.

On the way to church,
met ANDREW on the train
okay now this the terrible thing
that happen to us
at Dhoby Ghaut,
a bunch of indians
boarded the train.
they surrounded us lar..
it was so damn..
Thank God ANDREW was there..
i practically was like hugging him..
his cologne smells nice..
haha..
Dont be mistaken,
it smelt terrible tats y i did that..
haha..

haha.. O level is over..
had a really busy week..

monday
met up with CHERIS
went to ngee ann poly
had lunch with JUNMING and VANESSA
thn headed down to bugis
saw TESSA and her mum!
thn CHERIS and I headed to tampines
to meet CONSTANCE for dinner..
wow.. tiring..

tuesday
went to dye my hair RED
with CHERIS INNZHENG YVONNE PEIWEN
haha..

wednesday
met up with CHERIS and INNZHENG
went to shop for prom stuff
thn went to prayer meeting

thursday
met up with SHUYING RINO ANDREW
haha.. wnet shopping at VIVO

Friday
went to TIMOTHY's office
got MINGJIA's birthday present..
thn headed down to CHERIS' hse
to watch vcds..
lolx..

saturday
went to karen's place
put on make up..
left for Prom
we were super duper late
haha.. but had fun.. photos below..

Elaine Wendy :)

with Mdm Faridah.. :)

Joel :)

Andy.. in the cab.. On the way home

5B!

Andy:)

5 of us..

Elaine the pretty lady.. haha

Shirlynn:)

MongHan :)

Farah :)

Mages:)

i Love this picture.. Nisa :)

Nisa :)

Pretty Us!

JiaKang :)

Elaine :) she's gorgeous!

stupid Lee!

JiaWei :)

we were in the loo.. blur..

06.Nov.2006
Mathematics Paper 1

it was okay lar... still can do.. haha..


Social Studies

Merger came out.. Hooray.. BUT i got the modal answer for one of the question and i overlooked it! feel like killing myself lar.. what the hell.. argh!


07.Nov.2006
Chemistry

heex.. chem was easy.. lolx.. hmm.. probably will get a B.. no confident for a A le.. cos got careless mistake.


08.Nov.2006
English Paper 1

i wrote about DREAMS! haha.. i wrote 6 pages i think.. haha..
i totally screwd up my letter lar..
SHUCKS! haiz..


English Paper 2

it was pretty easy to understand the passage.. haha.. but i dont know if i can pass.. hmm.. sad sia..


Physics

it was a killer paper.. I HATE PHYSICS!
i will be happy if i can pass physics..
its definitely to pull my chem down..
tat is so shitty
i was like aiming for A for SCIENCE!


09.Nov.2006
Geography

didn't get to finish my paper.. i cannot fail this!
wanna cry after the paper lar


10.Nov.2006
Mathematics Paper 2

this paper was easy and difficult..
i threw away 22 marks lar..
hmm.. guess my mathematics is not very good after all
but thanks to ANDREW..
he was so nice came over in the morning and tutor me..


i'm glad that this week is over.. i think we were crazy ytd (10.Nov.2006)

after the paper,
at abt 8,
ME JOYCE TIFFANIE ELIZA CHERIS JOHNATHAN CHHEANG DONGZHENG WEIQIAN
went to ps to catch a movie..
we wanted to watch Step Up
but there weren't any seats except for the front
so we changed to Flushed Away
okay lar..
the show was funny..
very funny with all the slugs..
haha.. that disgusting creature
after that 8 pple squeeze into one car!
haha.. 6 pple behind
was so squeezy..
went ta old kallang airport for supper.
Eliza send everyone one by one home
WEIQIAN left first thn it was CHEEANG
was about to send me home
we changed our mind and headed back to ps
to catch Step Up at 2.10am
haha.. we were like crazy
the movie ended at 4 plus?
haha..
it was fun ytd.. really fun!
:) smile


reached home he was at my door..
he waited for 4hours
poor thing?!
but didn't bother..
i just told him to leave and went home
fell on the bed and tried to sleep
couldn't sleep..
Thank God
my mum didn't wake up la
i reach home 10 minutes later
she woke up..
she didn;t suspect anything..
haha..















To You,
we talk about it another day okay
and thanks to you i woke up super duper early?
and i slept at 6
slept for 2 hours!!!!

FRIDAY 03-11-2006

had lunch with my mum today
after which
met up with ANDREW
he was really NICE!!
coached me with my mathematics and physics..
had dinner and watch SMALLVILLE AND CHARMED!
haha..

YOU!
i think u'll be reading this
i feel that everything
that happen is for a reason
or else it would not have happen right?
u hve yet to answer me
you still want this child dont you?
or should the child leave
and find a new home?
ANSWER ME!

SAMANTHA
thank you for doing all those things
maybe what u've done
is to test our love for each other
probably..
if it can withstand this obstacle
thn i guess
you should just leave?



SATURDAY 04-11-2006

woke up really late
1pm..
haha.
was on my way to church
met timothy on the bus
so "qiao"
anyway..
had great time with my youths
after which
ELIZA JOHNATHAN CHERIS ME
Went to the Mac nearby to church
To mug..
CHERIS was like "argh"
when I couldn't understand her
haha..
we were doing maths
JOHNATHAN was teaching as algebra
CHERIS said C3S
Haha..
When we heard it we laughed so loudly
that the woman on the opposite side
was like so angry with us..
algebra where got C3S de?
Is 3CS right? Haha
Gaius is bugging me
So I will penned my thoughts again after my O's probably..

things come and go
like a kite
if the string is tight
and u use force to pull it
it will snip
and the kite wont return back to u

again, the quarrel is on him
why?
samantha's words are more trustable thn mine?
my heart tore
but u couldnt see
it's alright
should i be used to it?
can i be like a kite
free after the string snap
of all times
when i am so stress
you do this
to hurt me one way or another
Now
i find it hard to breathe
when i am stress
and what did u do
u add more burdens to me
should i just let go
why hold on?
wont it be committing suicide?

crazy how it feels
i want to hold on
just like a child
wanting a toy
begging her parents
to get it for her
would they say No?
what should i do
u tell me?
even though
things are already like tat
u still want
this child dont you?

SAMANTHA
if all you want is him
just tell him in his face
dont do dirty tricks behind all our backs
u are who u are
he can choose who he wants
a child or you
so give him back
his rights to choose
will you
or will you just
hold him back
and create more problems
for him?
think about it.

i slept "early" last night
3.45am?
woke up today at 7.13am
went back to sleep
put my phone on alarm at 8.45
as i was meeting SHIRLYNN at 10am
at the library
studied at Bishan Library again
with SHIRLYNN DEREK & EPHRAIM
we had a table of our own
because we were EARLY!
i did CHemisTry today
it was fun - haha
anyway,
we bought altogether 400g of ham today
and we finished it.. lolx..
ate dinner with DEREK & EPHRAIM
went back..

On my way back,
met DARREN on the bus
since he was SUPER free
he send me home
and we did alot of catching up
he encourage me
and Gu Li Wo to Hao Hao Du Shu
haha..
i am still very stress though.
Thank you all for your care and concern

18 days to FREEDOM!!
4 more days left though..
JIA YOU!

went studying at Bishan Library
with EPHRAIM, DEREK & SHIRLYNN
when we went there,
it was super crowded
with BAGS!
no one was there!
to think there was a sign on the tables
that tells them not to reserved place
SHIRLYNN went to approach one of the librarians
BUT she replied that they will be back soon
cos they are out for lunch!
WE WERE SO PISSED!!
we found a small spot on the ground
for us to study
but they were NO tables!
how to study?
but there were tables for bags!
how ironic!
not just that..
there were 4 "little" girls
they were typically staring at us the whole time
for what?!
i wonder!
they were making ALOT of noise.
so we decided to move out of the library
when we left they continued to STARE!
crazy girls..
after abt an hour,
we went back to the same spot of the library
they saw us, they STARE!
until they left
EPHRAIM waved at them
they smile and wave happily to him..
that freaked us! haha

ate dinner with them
was deciding if i should go for PRAYER MEETING
under much consideration
i went.
the only youths that were there were
JUNMING, REUBEN, WILSON and ME!
the rest din come.
we had singpiration led by KARKEAT & AUNT. SALLY
the 2 songs below touched my heart.


GIVE THANKS

Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son

And now let the weak say i am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give thanks

And now let the weak say i am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give thanks, Give thanks

In all things we got to give thanks to GOD!

JESUS WE ENTHRONE YOU

Jesus, we enthrone you
We proclaim You are King
Standing here, in the midst of us
We raise You up with our praise

And as we worship, build Your throne
And as we worship, build Your throne
And as we worship, build Your throne
Come Lord Jesus, and take Your place

when we were singing this particular song (JESUS WE ENTHRONE YOU)
i was tearing.
i could feel JESUS'LOVE for me.
he will be there with me through my Olevels
i was really stress and scared that Olevels is coming so soon
i admit.
i din really do my QT constantly
and i didnt really trust GOD
i'm afraid that he will leave me
i was really scared!
BUT that song comforted me alot.
i was really happy that i went for Prayer meeting..
i can feel GOD speaking to me once again.
i'm happy..

GOD LOVES ME!
GOD REALLY LOVES ME!
HE REALLY LOVES ME!

Wendy is lost to the world yet again!
called her more thn 15 times le..
nver answer
sms her
nver reply..
what is she doing?
i wonder!

i'm going to continue to mug
for another 1-2 hours for physics
i din realised that
the other subjects were like
the day after each other..
DIE!

5 more days left!
STRESS!!!

Today

i went to study with LINA and SHUYING..
we were at National Library.
went there around 2.30pm..
I studied Mathematics and Social Stuides

Suppose to meet RINO and DESMOND
for dinner de..
but something cropped up
they had to attend to something important
so i cancelled the dinner appointment
i went home for dinner
my mummy cooked teriyaki baked chicken for dinner.
it was yummy..
haha..

6 More Days left!
SO FAST! TIME GOES TOO FAST LE!

Monday - 30.October.2006

i went out early in the morning to study with RINO at bishan library
the place was so quiet.
tats good!
i manage to do alot alot alot of mathematics questions.
we went for lunch..
came back to the library.
MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG!
haha..
went home early
because our phones died on us!

6 More Days left!
i'm freaking out le!

Sleepy me

i was really tired today.. i woke up at 9.26am and went back to sleep.
woke up at 11.34am.. haha..
Andy was worst.. tat pig! lolx..

i met ANDREW, DESMOND, SHUYING and RINO at national library in the "late" afternoon..
we went crazy! haha..
MATHS MADE US MAD!
lolx..
there's this stupid question that we couldn't figure out..
we took HOURS and FINALLY WE GOT IT!
haha.. got typo error..
lolx.. the people ard us were typically STARING at us!
so embarrassing!

To YOU
Everything will work out..
i wont avoid you
we are still good friends aren't we?
nothing can change our friendship alright?
i hope you took my msg easily.
i got someone special to me already
BEST FRIENDS WE'LL ALWAYS BE!
I PROMISE! :)

GOD LOVES SOPHIA!
DO YOU LOVE HER?

26 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM!
JIA YOU!! :)

met SHU YING and RINO this morning at compass point. we talk quite abit..

SHU YING
THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU! you have been a great help to me today!
Everything seems fine after the talk.. haha..
if is not for you i wouldn't know what to do le! :)

RINO
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
i thought it through le..
maybe things would be better if i didn't made that choice..
its tough being the one making the decision to tell him.
i dont know what would happen to him
but i felt relieved after sms-ing him today..
RINO I LOVE YOU TOO! haha.. :)

went studying with JOEL JOSHUA & ANDY at park way later in the day..
haha.. abit far.. but at least i studied! haha..

12 MORE DAYS! ARGH! :(

FIONA
sometimes thing happen the way you want it to and sometimes it doesn't.
dont always think that he will be there for you because you know he wont.
think about it. he has a girlfriend already.
dont waste YOUR time on him le..
look around you,there are so many pple that care for you and love you.
i really hope that you will really think through what i say ok?
i will always be there for you.
Remember what i say this morning okay?
I LOVE YOU! :)

SHAWN
dont be so mean to KENNETH lar..
he was trying to help you even though you were in a really bad mood.
i know what happen, but still you know what i will say right?
okay lar.. cheer up okay?
it's not end of the world..
there are still so many out there.. haha..
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT! so dont worry.. :)

ANDREW
THANK YOU for always being there for me
THANK YOU for encouraging me no matter how moody you are
THANK YOU for taking up all my nonsense
THANK YOU for being a good friend
THANK YOU for buying me porridge when i'm sick
THANK YOU for holding my hand up the stage when i was afraid
THANK YOU for everything you have done for me
THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU.. :)

CLEON
I LOVE ur eyes
I LOVE your smile
I LOVE the way you look at me
I LOVE the way you hold me in your arms
I LOVE the way you look at me and tell me everything is ok when actually is not
I LOVE the smell of you afTer your bath
I LOVE the way you stroke my hair
I LOVE the way you make me laugh when i'm pms-ing
I LOVE the way you kiss me
I LOVE you when you suddenly show up at my hse when i'm sick
I LOVE the way you say I LOVE YOU
I LOVE EVERYTHING OF YOU!
I MISS YOU ALOT! :)

GOD LOVES SOPHIA!
JIA YOU!
27 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM! :)

went studyin at ps in burger king with ANDY and JOEL JOSHUA! haha.. even though we talk alot.. but i studied quite a bit! lolx.. my physics is coming back to me again! yah! thank GOD! i managed to remember alot that i've learnt before.. lolx..

Hooray! my DAD reached singapore safely once again! :)

O level in 2 weeks time! gosh! time pass really quick!
28 more days to FREEDOM! *quoted by CHERIS!*
i cant wait.. lolx..

probably mugging somemore later.. haha..

Weiwei and Andy acting cute.. hahax..

hmm.. haha..

Bang!!! he's dead?! lolx

bleah..

andy zi lian with my phone.. haha

20.October
went to study in school with shirlynn elaine and ephraim together with Mr Lim (Man hUNk) haha.. went home change thn left home for compass point.. met Andy to study.. after a while Weiwei joined us..
[then we were studying and me and weiwei was disturbing andy.. laughing at his pimple.. hahaha...and then.. after some studying.. we went to andy's place.. to watch tv.. hehehe.. so funny.. 3 ppl squeeze onto one single bed to watch tv.. and share the same blanket somemore.. so warmth!! hahaha... so cute also.. and then.. hmm.. first we watched the 7 oclock channel 8 show which andy wanted to watch. then after that show.. we went to watch.. smallville.. which I wanted to watch..
we watched CHARMED which everyone wanted to watch.. so nice.. then while watching.. we were saying.. how good it would be if we had their powers.. late for school.. FING.. reach ler.. forget to bring to things.. go toilet and FING home to take and FING back.. HAHAHA.. wanna go fren house.. give em a call and FING i am here.. hahaha. so lame.. then we were laughing and laughing.. and then we saw this commercial.. a man holding flag and then he wanted to poke it into the ground.. but then he accidently poke it to his feet.. HAHAHa.. the mmt we saw that.. we LAUGHED LOUDLY!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH til all stomach aching but still laughing..] - copied from weiwei's blog.. haha
lolx.. took some pictures of them having fun.. hahah..

the 3 strawberry tarts from delifrance... yummy!

woke up at 8 plus this morning, went to wendy's hse.. iwas still late..

i think practical was okay lar.. can do.. even i dont lyk penduleum.. but i still can finish it.. lolx.. anyway.. i finished both experiment in a hour or so.. thn started to play with the stuff i have.. i started burning the splint with copper 2 chloride.. the flame is green in colour. so beautiful.. haha.. the teacher in charge kept staring at me la.. like nver seen me before like tat.. argh.. she is so robotic.. haha..

met up with ANDY LIM YUAN WEI tat irritating turtle.. lolx.. i bet his mathematics fail.. he told me there were only 2 people end up 6? lolx.. anyway.. watch death note with wendy, andy, weiwei, tino, jack, joel joshua.. haha. the movie no ending de..

stayed up in orchard all the way till 11 plus.. so dumb.. sit there do nth.. haha.. they played tarrot cards though.. do u believe that cards tells u ur future past and present? me.. probably not!

Shirlynn's gluey burger.. it look nice lyk tat.. look down n u know y its called gluey burger.. lol..

Shirlynn's disgusting burger.. she put so much mayo that it look so gluey.. hahax..

my McSpicy Burger.. :) yum..

went to study with shirlynn today.. there are some pictures on our lunch-dinner.. hahah.. we ate at 3 plus.. so full lar.. her burger looks damn gluey.. hahha.. look above for pictures.. before we went back, ephraim elaine me and shirlynn went to deifrance.. i ate 3 strawberries tart.. hmmm.. yummy! but at that time my phone died le.. so the pictures are in shirlynn's phone.. will get it tmr.. :)

visited weilong le.. he looked better now.. i bought him flowers.. he was so touch that he almost cried.. ooh.. weilong.. u must b honoured.. u're the 1st guy i gave flowers to.. hahha.. *hugs*

iloveyou!

Yesterday was boom *tiring*

morning:
woke up at 8.40am, bathe, change, pack my stuff and get ready to go out. was at the bus stop at 9.29am. waited for the bus for 11 mins.. Bus 58 came at 9.40am. msg ken telling him i've boarded the bus. two stops later, he boarded the bus. reach bishan called shirlynn, she will meet us in J8. called elaine, she's on her way. ephraim was already in the library, he din wan to join us for breakfast. ken and i waited for shirlynn and elaine at Ya Kun Toast. we had breakfast. join ephraim in the library. studied chem and physics. we discuss at times, there was this lady that keep staring at elaine as we discuss. haha..

afternoon:
we went to have lunch. was deciding to have either KFC or Long John. end up we went to the kopitiam. got a seat. was about to buy food, i couldn't find my wallet. it went missing. i was panicking when ephraim helped me by loking through my bag. it wasn't there. shirlynn suggested that ken and i went back to the library to find it while they try to look for it again. we went back to the library. i wasn't there.. i prayed to god every second. my ic, ez-link, entry proof, visa and master card, money and some personal stuff are all inside my wallet. ken suggested going back to Ya Kun Toast as he remembered me putting my wallet on the table after i oredered my food. so when we went back, ken asked one of the auntie workin there. she ask me what was my name. *we were so glad* i told her my name was sophia n immediately she told another auntie that sophia's here.. haha.. so i got back my wallet. KEN IS MY HERO! *ken asked me to put this in if i'm blogging* - puke.. hahah.. in the end we went to long john to have our lunch. walking back to the library that time, Lee called. he actually walked ard the library for 2 hours looking for us lar.. thn he couldn't fiind us, he went home and called us. haha.. we all met up in the library again. and studied.. ken was suggesting since we studied so long we should reward ourself.

evening:
we watched You Me and Dupree.. haha. the whole entire show like only me and shirlynn was laughing lar.. hahah... anyway, sry andrew.. i went with my friends. hah.. weilong knows about it. he told me to go de.. we'll visit him today. hehe... :) oh ya.. when i reach my house downstairs. i saw desmond. so i had late dinner with him and gaius.. hahah..

night:
i told my mum i will take care of gaius. so we played game and went to sleep together. he slept on my bed. the whole night i couldn't sleep cause gaius was taking up 3/4 of my bed and he was sleeping inside. argh! i manage to "ren" until 5.26am. i brought him to my mum's room and went back to sleep.. finally i could sleep.. hahaha..

End of yesterday...


Today..

i'm going to meet shirlynn later to study again.. :)

Tired out..

been to the funeral for the last 2 days.. so tiring.. fell asleep in service today.. haiz.. having terrible headache..

oh ya.. i heard from wei long himself.. he broke his left leg.. veri jia lat.. cant play soccer and Poly has resume.. i wanna laugh but i cant.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! its really funny lar.. you should see the look on his face.. lolx.. it looks very painful like tat lehx.. haha.. hehe..

i miss all of you.. esp you know who.. hahah.. lalalax..

Smile.. i love you people.. :)

thanks to tim my blog is finally not as screwd.. haha.. he change lots of stuff in there.. haha..

going to cut my hair later.. trim.. hahha..

BAck to MUGGING!!!

me and hidayah.. look at that idiotic nisa..

me and nisa..

Graduation daY!

LAst day of peicai.. when you hear the teachers saying how they will miss you. you wil definitely feel sad.. awww.. feel like crying..

Anyway.. i changed my blog skin and my tag board went missing.. argh!

probably changed my skin again later..

happy birthday shirlynn koh yi wen.. haha.. its so funny lar.. we smashed the cake right to her face.. haha.. hit her as well.. but we had a fun time right? lolx..

anyway.. mdm komathi gave the compo(everybody was expecting me to win) that i tot was crap 21/30.. haha.. i think she just dont want me to write so long.. my (Neighbours) compo was like 1036 words lar.. shockin sia.. so long.. haha..

tmr is the LAST day of school! yah.. hahahahaha.. BUT O's coming le.. study hard pple.. :)

BAck to MUGGING!

argh! stress.. stress.. stress.. help?! my physics cannot make it.. geography also.. today when mrs joseph told the class how to answer the question for F&n, we were like.. WHAT?! argh! hahah.. difficult sia.. die le lar.. i study until head damn painful lar..

i today quite blur sia.. ish thursday tmr.. haha.. shirlynn's birthday.. haha.. tired.. hope that Olvl will end soon.. haha.. scary one year come and go.

P.s
Oh ya, Pam and Lean please agree to it lar.. we need your support.. haha.. :)

BAck to MUGGING!

tired.. came back from elaine's church.. studied maths and physics for like 4 hours? siao right.. hahaha.. but it was fruitful.. i did lots of sums and manage to learn how to tackle questions i dont know.. hahah..

i'm too stress... i forgot everything i learnt for physics le.. how? die le lar... i saw xin hui today... she changed alot lar.. i think the last time all of us saw her was like 3 months ago.. haha.. good thing she recognised me or else i'll hit her head.. hahahahahahaha..

anyway.. i forgiven you le.. i hope nth of such will happen again lar.. u noe wad i'm talking abt hor.. :)
Best of friends..
hahaha...

BAck to MUGGING!!!

haven been blogging.. haha.. anyway, i have started again?! yippee..

recently that happen to me in my life..

Andrew u were my best friend.. how can you do that to me? Cleon will kill u if he knows about this.. so pple shh.. wad did i do? u were really strong n aggressive.. it was really scary.. i'm not avoidin you.. but u got to give me some time to think through..

anyway.. josh was being really nice on tues.. haha.. he helped me.. gosh! it's a miracle.. Josh will help me with my maths.. hahah.. this guy always picks on me.. and he is willing to guide me.. haha.. kenneth was lyk wad? someone possess him or wad lar.. shocking.. helen couldn't believe it as well lar.. hahaha...

not only josh.. ethan was really nice to me too.. hahah.. something is wrong.. all am i thinkin too much.. haha.. both always mean to me.. now out of a sudden.. gosh.. unbelievable.. lolx..

Pastor Choi hse looks nice.. argh.. i really wan a sister.. i really really wan a sister.. damn sad lar.. hmm.. hahahahhahahah.. but at least i got my sisters..
i love you girls.. hahah..

oh ya.. not forgetting ryan was really funny when we ask joyce out.. haha.. he was lyk blushing lar.. so funny.. he ask for my help too. hahah.. i cant help but laugh.. i'm mean.. hahah..

its been a long tym since i last blog.. lolx.. probably few days later thn update my life.. lolx.. quite busy lately.. hahax..

Instructions:
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
Don't read the questions before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. elaine
2. cheris
3. iz
4. derrick
5. eliza
6. gaius
7. gabriel
8. cleon
9. andy
10. dennis
11. jason
12. melvin
13. sin ying
14. mei ting
15. bryan
16. jasmine
17. daniel
18. gordon
19. cher hao
20. desmond

1. How did you meet #14?
met her thru jason.. :)

2. What would you do if you had never met #1?
i wun haf such a good fren? lolx..

3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
erm.. desmond is not gay.. andy? hmm.. no larhx.. he's straight too.. hahax..

4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple?
no! one is my little bro and the other is my cousin..

5. Describe #3.
he's crappy? hahax..

6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
cleon arhx? yah.. hahax..

7. Tell me something about #7.
he's my elder brother..

8. Do you know anything about #12's family?
he has a elder brother named darren.

9. What's #8's favourite?
soccer..

10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
erm.. i dunno..

11. What language does #15 speak?
english.. he hates mandrain..

12. Who is #9 going out with?
i think is aveline.. cant rmb.

13. How old is #16 now?
17 + she's 3 weeks older thn me..

14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
around 6 hours ago?

15. Who's #2's favourite singer?
no one in particular.. hahax..

16. Would you date #4?
derrick? nah! hahax.. he's my childhood fren..

17. Would you date #7?
no.. he's my brother.. wont tat b incest? hahax..

18. Is #15 single?
nope..

19. What is #10's last name?
Siew

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with #19?
erm.. yesh? we once were.. :x

21. What schools did #3 go to?
gmps and gmss

22. Where does #6 live?
in my hse? he's my brother larhx..

23. What's your favourite thing about #5?
she veri nice.. if tat is considered a thing? lolx..

24. What do you think of #18?
he's a playboy? hahax..

25. What do #4 & #19 have in common?
THEY WERE BOTH MY CRUSHES.. but i went with 19 instead..

26. What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
erm.. he's my nice cousin that celebrated my 17th birthday wif me and jasmine..

I tag:
eliza, elaine, vanessa, sophian and sin ying!

hmm.. have not been blogging lately.. no tym.. its hard to make decisions.. argh.. i cant do it.. no matter who i choose.. i will definitely hurt someone.. i dun wanna do tat.. give me time.. pls?

i love that Jin Yuan Fang Owen.. he's lyk damn cute.. he plays violin as well larhx.. hahax.. this show veri nice.. :) hahax..

today is world cup - sianx! tv cant use.. the males(dad,gab,gaius) are hogging to it.. thank god it doesn't start that early.. hahax..

smile pple.. :)

hmm.. i was late for my practical larhx.. i woke up at 8.07am when i'm suppose to be in school at 8am.. reach school at 8.35am.. practical suppose to start at 8.30am.. haha.. Thank God! Mrs Xavier started the practical at 9.30am.. haha.. but i'm gonna flunk it larhx..

went to tekong.. gab's P.O.P.. haha.. veri nice lar.. i saw Cleon.. i dunno if he saw me.. haha.. hmm.. he march veri funny, so serious.. hahax.. he's lyk so black.. hahax.. opps! hahax...

hmmm.. i bored.. hahax.. in sch almost everyday.. no life? haha.. somemore now is holiday larhx.. wad da right? haiz.. i hate it lar.. hahax..

smile people :)

hmmm.. suppose to have english oral today.. but i went ta school late and couldn't take da oral.. hmm.. ms kodi might let us [half of my class pple] have our oral on another day.. hehex.. Pray tat i can re-take it.. :)

Argh!!! i have received 5 calls le.. 1st is meiting. 2nd justin 3rd shawn 4th peiting 5th Joyce.. and i was talking to leannette. wad da larhx.. i'm not wif desmond.. he's just a fren.. :) okay? cant frens help each other? i wonder sumtyms.. haha.. he's just being helpful ke yi ma?
pple Desmond is JUST a FRIEND! we're just friends.. :)

i guess i will blog up my Quiet Time once ever few days.. :)

May 31 2006
~ GOD is going completely out of his way to make sure people know about his gift of eternal life. He gave his SON, he provided us his Holy Word, and he's sending missionaries all over the world to spread the gospel. Are you participating in the Great Comission?

June 01 2006
~ To try see your parents as GOD's gift to you. He has placed them in authority over you, just as Jesus is in authority over them, and GOD is in authority over Christ. It is a system of balance and accountability.

June 02 2006
~ To be a young man or woman of character means that you're interested in living a lifestyle of integrity. And people notice those who have integrity usually people with integrity are respected and trusted more than anyone else.

hmmm.. went shopping for my ingredients with desmond today.. he offered to help.. hahax.. went to kovan and get my stuff.. at last i got my white clams larhx.. i find everywhere oso cant find it de.. hahax.. thank god! thank god for desmond.. da stuff are lyk damn heavy larhx.. on da way back to my hse, we saw meiting and janet.. janet went gaga when she saw desmond larhx.. haha.. she gave me tat "what the hell are u doing wif desmond look" hope she doesn't read tis.. cos she will kill me if she does.. hahax.. but wadeva larhx.. Oral tmr.. :)

smile people :)

the starting of a new month.. time flies reali fast.. haiz.. June is suppose to be HOLIDAYS! but out of the 4 weeks i'm required to b in for 3 weeks.. sad right? first 2 weeks for f&n (8am-4pm).. damn long larhx.. thn last week for all da other subjects (8am-3pm) wad da *toot* right.. hahax.. i cant believe i have to be back in school lyk for 3 weeks larhx.. wad da.. haiz.. no choice got to go cos Olvl is reali reali important.. hahax.. hmmm.. i gtg do my coursework le.. actually i'm blogging in school's computer lab.. hahax..

Morning.. haha.. here below are things i learnt from my Quiet Time.. take some tym and read them.. :)

May 18 2006
~ Have u ever felt so down, so confused, so angry, tat u simply went to bed and pulled the covers over ur head? it enables us to forget - for the time being - the heaviness tat weighs on ur heart.
~ There's no place we can go to hide from GOD unless we're running from him, we can take comfort in the fact that he's always knows where we are!

May 19 2006
~ It is possible for a man to be swallowed by a whale whole-ly
~ GOD has no problem at all making the seemingly impossible become reality. if he created a world out of nothing, a man from dust and raised the dead to life, he could certainly enable a man to survived in the belly of a fish for 3 days.

May 20 2006
~ The same boiling water that hardens an egg softens a potato. We always have a choice about our attitude!
~ GOD can work through anyone and anything to accomplish his purposes. HE can use Christians, Non-Christians, the weather and even mammals. GOD's plans will survive and thrive!

May 21 2006
~ Determine not to be a reluctant follower of GOD! You dont have to come across to ur unsaved friends as perfect - only perfectly forgiven. They will listen. Just keep it simple.

May 22 2006
~ GOD is a God of second chances
~ Gods wants to use you to tell others about his love and forgiveness. it wont always b easy, bt he promises to stay wif u and enables u to share his words.

May 23 2006
~ For u to b a vehicle GOD uses to transport Christ, u need to b constantly in tune with the Master Mechanic

May 24 2006
~ Give GOD ur absolute BEST - 100%. If u simply go along for the ride, u'll only go from bad to worse.

May 25 2006
~ There's certainly more thn one kind of death.

May 26 2006
~ GOD gives specific commands for specific reasons and he expects his children to OBEY.

May 27 2006
~ GOD's commands are serious. Discipline urself to knowing and obeying him daily.

May 28 2006
~Once u enter the house of the lord, be very aware of his holy presence.

May 29 2006
~If u'll wear these things daily, u still may not make peoples's best dressed list, bt u'll make Christ's list. And really... which is more important?
~ Great Fashion Tips from the LORD
1. a gentle and quiet spirit
2. contentment
3. a Smile
4. Inner Peace
5. Confidence
6. Kindness

May 30 2006
~ GOD doesn't send anyone to hell. We send ourselves there.
~ The only reason Christ is delaying his promised and expected return is so more pple worldwide can come to know him. it's GOD's will that everyone would follow him and live eternally. But he gives each person the freedom to decide.

i was encourage by the things i learn in my Quite Time.. i hope u did too.. smile :)

Happie 16th Birthday INN ZHENG!
hahax..
Chinese O Level sux.. da passage lyk damn difficult larhx.. wad da.. argh! dun wanna tok abt it.. happie stuff on da way down.. continue reading!

watch X men 3 wif innzheng(birthday boy - at last he's 16!) cheris(turn 16 not long ago) eliza ming jia tiffanie and joyce.. hahax.. went to arcade(total waste of $$$) ming jia was lyk crazy as she wanted some toy.. u noe da put money into da machine and machine eat money.. no toy comes out.. haha.. she tried lyk so many tyms larhx.. haha.. but innzheng manage to get a tissue box wif mickey mouse in just one try lar.. power! went ta Carls Junior.. Cheris and I went hunting for birthday cake.. went ta secret recipe.. haha.. sang birthday song!

X-men 3 was lyk.. hmmm.. i watch it on tv b4.. of cos tat was cartoon larhx.. about da cure.. haha.. i think tis tym one veri sad.. i cried larhx.. haha.. Professor X died.. *sobx* hahax.. jean and scott died too.. anyway.. pple who have yet to watch X-men 3.. u got to wait after da credits there will b a 22secs to tell u wad happen if i say if there will b X-men 4.. rmb!!

izzit me or m i damn unlucky? i saw HuiShan b4 meetin da rest(read above) for da movie.. thn after i came out.. i saw ephraim and elaine.. thn me iz,eliza,cheris,mingjia went ta da arcade and i saw chun meng.. walk around looking at toys.. thn i turned and saw dan dan (Daniel Ting)thn went down i saw ai feng.. haha.. after that i went to marina square and i saw 2 teachers from my school.. is Singapore that small? hahax...

hmmm.. Finally chinese intensive is over.. hahax.. currently reading Angels and Demons.. Dan Brown de.. ken says i'm addicted to Dan Brown.. haha.. i think so too.. hehe..

ARGH! i got my schedule le.. GOin to school lyk everyday.. sucks larhx.. haiz.. monday is comin le.. CHINESE O LVL.. i scared..

i dunno why.. i'm easily tired out.. probably by da book.. cos i have been reading it.. hahax.. :)

smile pple..

off to do my Quiet Time soon..

i watch poseidon today.. nice show!! saw cheris.. she went crazy larhx.. haha..
i manage to buy DAN BROWN's book..haha..

HAPPIE 16th BIRTHDAY CHERIS!! hahax.. u tis girl,make me wait for u for so long.. irritating larhx.. me tim innzheng eliza waited for the birthday girl for hours.. hahax.. wad da larhx.. i saw so many cats today.. run here run there.. haha.. eat alot of food today.. da worst was the smelly tofu.. lyk goat's poo(innzheng says) baby poo(cheris says) haha.. i cried larhx.. damn disgusting! hahax.. but we all had fun!

love u all.. smile pple :)

haiz.. today i'm drained out.. chinese intensive and reading of The Da Vinci Code.. reali reali tiring.. i'm going to finish da book le.. quite happy.. cos if i reali calculate, i finish da book in lest thn a day.. yah! hahax.. its a THICK book larhx..

tired.. i'm so tired.. had a afternoon nap and slept all da way until 7 plus.. couldn't go for prayer meeting again.. sad case.. i wanted to go de larhx.. haiz...

smile people.. :)

just woke up from my sleep.. veri tired.. probably bcos i was reading The Da Vinci Code.. tired out by the book.. read half da book i think.. hahax.. Chinese Intensive was great today.. learned nth and read half a book.. hahax.. probably goin back to sleep.. haha.. but before sleeping.. watching tv thn Quiet Time.. haha.. thn SLEEP!
Good night People.. anything just call my handphone.. love u all.. muacks.. NIGHT!

haven been bloggin lately.. haha.. uploaded all da pictures i took for da last few days.. lolx.. smile people.. da bowlin wad fun, da eating was fun, studying? ok larhx.. had fun too.. haha..

having 5 day of chinese intensive.. argh! butt hurts de.. cos da seating veri uncomfortable.. chinese chinese chinese and more chinese.. goin crazy le..

been coughin and coughin.. cough until my above stomach area below chest is painful lar.. damn shitty.. hahax.. :)smile..

magic!

i had lunch wif johnathan andy and tong sheng..

my eyes is lyk super super super small..

me and cheris.. after parent night.. had fun eating.. 8 coursemeal.. haha.. we had fun din we?

smile..

in da toilet waiting for a cubicle.. haha..

on da way for Parent's night..

before watching the da vinci code.. andy zi lian! haha..

da food we ate.. wendy shirlynn.. it was more.. haha

shirlynn wantin to take my photo..

drawn by wendy.. haha.. so funni

wendy studying

cutie baby..

haha.. i improved!

getting better..

the opposite of one another..

go! haha

wow..

derek gettin ready wif da ball..